Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord God,
Here I am again praying for Karl. He finally responded to the apology I sent him. But I feel like he just doesn’t want to have anything to do with me anymore.
I feel devastated. I am actually heartbroken by this. I honestly thought that this person was going to be my future husband. I really felt that maybe he was the one.
But things just got out of hand. It all spiraled down to a point that I thought he was a narcissist. Turns out, he just wasn’t ready to be in a relationship yet and I can’t accept it.
Lord, I feel really really sad that it ended. I only got to see him once, and I don’t know when he is going to leave. I wanna see him again. I wanna hug him but I don’t wanna force anything.
I know that if I start to force something then it will just mess things up. I really liked this guy. I like him a lot but its all over now. I know that even if I search for all the tips and tricks on how I can get him back, it just won’t work.
However, what I do know is that you know what is best for me, Lord. If there is even a slight amount of chance that I can hold on to that he is going to be my future husband, then please let your will be done.
Lord, I promise not to do anything utterly stupid and crazy anymore. Instead, I lift Karl up to you. It is you and only you Lord that can see the future. I pray that whatever the future holds, things will fall in its proper places.
I pray that from this day onwards, I can move on from what happened between me and Karl. I really couldn’t bear the thought of losing a good person. However if I am wrong about him and it was all just my delusion mind idealizing the toxic relationship, then I pray that I will not let this consume me.
Lord, I really pray for a future husband that is not only going to satisfy me in all aspects of life but also just a guy that will bring out the best in me. Someone who loves me more than anything in the world. Someone who deeply cares for me. Someone who loves my family and Matty. Someone who will take care of us in the future and provide for me and my family. Someone who will always be there for me and will never ever leave me.
Lord, I am really really sad that Karl might never come back anymore. Please help me to move on. I really thought he was the one. If he is not the one, Lord please give me a sign and let me move on and let go in peace.
Jesus, I surrender Karl Benedict to you. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
Here I am again praying for Karl. He finally responded to the apology I sent him. But I feel like he just doesn’t want to have anything to do with me anymore.
I feel devastated. I am actually heartbroken by this. I honestly thought that this person was going to be my future husband. I really felt that maybe he was the one.
But things just got out of hand. It all spiraled down to a point that I thought he was a narcissist. Turns out, he just wasn’t ready to be in a relationship yet and I can’t accept it.
Lord, I feel really really sad that it ended. I only got to see him once, and I don’t know when he is going to leave. I wanna see him again. I wanna hug him but I don’t wanna force anything.
I know that if I start to force something then it will just mess things up. I really liked this guy. I like him a lot but its all over now. I know that even if I search for all the tips and tricks on how I can get him back, it just won’t work.
However, what I do know is that you know what is best for me, Lord. If there is even a slight amount of chance that I can hold on to that he is going to be my future husband, then please let your will be done.
Lord, I promise not to do anything utterly stupid and crazy anymore. Instead, I lift Karl up to you. It is you and only you Lord that can see the future. I pray that whatever the future holds, things will fall in its proper places.
I pray that from this day onwards, I can move on from what happened between me and Karl. I really couldn’t bear the thought of losing a good person. However if I am wrong about him and it was all just my delusion mind idealizing the toxic relationship, then I pray that I will not let this consume me.
Lord, I really pray for a future husband that is not only going to satisfy me in all aspects of life but also just a guy that will bring out the best in me. Someone who loves me more than anything in the world. Someone who deeply cares for me. Someone who loves my family and Matty. Someone who will take care of us in the future and provide for me and my family. Someone who will always be there for me and will never ever leave me.
Lord, I am really really sad that Karl might never come back anymore. Please help me to move on. I really thought he was the one. If he is not the one, Lord please give me a sign and let me move on and let go in peace.
Jesus, I surrender Karl Benedict to you. Please take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.