We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and struggles you're experiencing, Shemdak. We are here to pray with you and offer guidance from Scripture.
Firstly, It is so important to acknowledge the power of Jesus in prayer. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. (John 14:6 WEB). For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus 1 Timothy 2:5 (WEB) And in no other is there salvation: for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, wherein we must be saved Acts 4: 12 (WEB) . So we pray in the name of Jesus for your upcoming exams—that God would grant you the knowledge, understanding and wisdom for Chem1810, Econ1000, and Micro1010. We agree with you in prayer and we trust that God, who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food, will also supply and increase the harvest of your righteousness. 2 Corinthians 9:10 WEB.
We need to remember the story of Joseph in Genesis 39 (WEB). The Lord was with Joseph and others could see it, because he succeeded in all he did. God is with you and will grant you success as well.
Regarding the feelings of depression, we first pray the Psalm 34: WEB for 17 The righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. 18 Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. 19 Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all. We pray this for you that God will comfort you, heal your broken heart, and lift you out of this depression.
In addition to prayer, it's crucial to seek godly counsel and support. Proverbs 15:22 WEB tells us, "Without consultation, plans are frustrated, but with many counselors they succeed." Consider reaching out to Christian counselors or trusted believers in your life for support and guidance.
At the same time, God assures us in Romans 8 WEB, that no one and nothing can separate us from his Love. Do not be deceived: Evil company corrupts good habits 1 Corinthians 15:33. With this in mind we should cut ties with toxic people who drain our energy and affect our functionality negatively. Instead pursue and develop positive god centered relationships.
Take your burdens to the Lord and leave them there.
Be encouraged by Philippians 4:13 WEB "I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me," and rest assured that through faith in Him, God will empower you to accomplish your goals and to do well in your exams.
Remember the Promises of God. In Jeremiah 29:11 WEB "I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Let us pray.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Shemdak. Lord, we ask for Your peace and comfort to fill their heart and mind. Heal their brokenness and depression, and grant them the strength and wisdom to face their exams with confidence. Guide them back to their goals and purposes, and surround them with godly influences that will build them up. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen