Hothdraak
Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord,
I am at a crossroads in my life as of this moment. My boyfriend hasn’t proposed and I am not sure if he even has plans on marrying me. I am kind of scared and disappointed all at the same time. I don’t know what to do and where to put myself in this situation.
All I ever wanted was to have a family of my own. A home. A loving husband, a father figure to my son and perhaps future kids that I will raise well. I am so tired of beating myself up and trying to figure out what to do with my life. I am so afraid of being all alone but then again, I am also afraid of being with the wrong person.
Lord, I don’t pray to be rich, rather I just pray for a life of peace and comfort. A happy family that will stick together through ups and downs. I cannot fathom being in this lonely and dark place anymore. I pray for better days. I pray for the day that I can look around me and say to myself and my husband and kids that I have found peace.
Lord God, I find it hard to be with Vincent because he is very unsure of what his plans are with and for me. We would always argue about the smallest things and now he just chose to stay away from me. As much as I understand that he needs space, I am
Also fed up with him always walking out when things get rough. He cannot see eye to eye with my mom and he finds it very difficult to get along with her as well.
He always thinks that my mom hates him but all she ever does really is to watch over me and make sure that I make the right choices in life. My mom knows my vulnerability very well and so she is always here to guide me. However Vince mistakes this for constant nagging. Its never peaceful because of the constant feeling of hate lingering within him. How I wish he would be cured of this ill feeling of pain and affliction. Please give him peace as well.
Lord Jesus Christ, I really pray for a loving, God-fearing, hardworking, responsible and respectful husband. Someone who won’t ever leave me hanging. Someone who is willing to put up through good days and bad. Someone I can trust and grow old with. Someone who grew up in a loving family and will love my son as his own.
Someone who won’t leave me just because he is angry. Someone who will not make me feel less of a person. A person who knows how to understand, appreciate and apologize when necessary. Really Lord, just someone who is a perfect fit into my imperfect life. Just the right piece of the puzzle that will reveal a beautiful picture of a peaceful and happy life.
I hope this is not too much to ask. I just really pray for this person to come. And if Vincent is not for me then I pray that we will both be able to move on peacefully and happily. I really pray for better days because I am so tired of this story that doesn’t seem to have a happy ending..
Amen.
I am at a crossroads in my life as of this moment. My boyfriend hasn’t proposed and I am not sure if he even has plans on marrying me. I am kind of scared and disappointed all at the same time. I don’t know what to do and where to put myself in this situation.
All I ever wanted was to have a family of my own. A home. A loving husband, a father figure to my son and perhaps future kids that I will raise well. I am so tired of beating myself up and trying to figure out what to do with my life. I am so afraid of being all alone but then again, I am also afraid of being with the wrong person.
Lord, I don’t pray to be rich, rather I just pray for a life of peace and comfort. A happy family that will stick together through ups and downs. I cannot fathom being in this lonely and dark place anymore. I pray for better days. I pray for the day that I can look around me and say to myself and my husband and kids that I have found peace.
Lord God, I find it hard to be with Vincent because he is very unsure of what his plans are with and for me. We would always argue about the smallest things and now he just chose to stay away from me. As much as I understand that he needs space, I am
Also fed up with him always walking out when things get rough. He cannot see eye to eye with my mom and he finds it very difficult to get along with her as well.
He always thinks that my mom hates him but all she ever does really is to watch over me and make sure that I make the right choices in life. My mom knows my vulnerability very well and so she is always here to guide me. However Vince mistakes this for constant nagging. Its never peaceful because of the constant feeling of hate lingering within him. How I wish he would be cured of this ill feeling of pain and affliction. Please give him peace as well.
Lord Jesus Christ, I really pray for a loving, God-fearing, hardworking, responsible and respectful husband. Someone who won’t ever leave me hanging. Someone who is willing to put up through good days and bad. Someone I can trust and grow old with. Someone who grew up in a loving family and will love my son as his own.
Someone who won’t leave me just because he is angry. Someone who will not make me feel less of a person. A person who knows how to understand, appreciate and apologize when necessary. Really Lord, just someone who is a perfect fit into my imperfect life. Just the right piece of the puzzle that will reveal a beautiful picture of a peaceful and happy life.
I hope this is not too much to ask. I just really pray for this person to come. And if Vincent is not for me then I pray that we will both be able to move on peacefully and happily. I really pray for better days because I am so tired of this story that doesn’t seem to have a happy ending..
Amen.