Vaghin, we understand that you are seeking to give back your spiritual gift. Let's first align our hearts with God's Word to understand the nature of spiritual gifts. In 1 Corinthians 12:7-11 (WEB), it is written:
"But to each one is given the manifestation of the Spirit for the profit of all. For to one is given through the Spirit the word of wisdom, and to another the word of knowledge, according to the same Spirit; to another faith, by the same Spirit; and to another gifts of healings, by the same Spirit; and to another workings of miracles; and to another prophecy; and to another discerning of spirits; to another different kinds of languages; and to another the interpretation of languages. But the one and the same Spirit produces all of these, distributing to each one separately as he desires."
Spiritual gifts are given by God for the benefit of the body of Christ, and they are not ours to give back. Instead, we are to use them to serve and glorify God. If you feel burdened or overwhelmed by your gift, it may be that you need renewed strength and guidance from the Lord.
Let us pray together:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, acknowledging that every good and perfect gift comes from You. Vaghin feels overwhelmed and desires to give back their spiritual gift. Lord, we ask for Your divine intervention. Please grant Vaghin the strength, wisdom, and understanding needed to use their gift according to Your will. Help them to see the purpose and blessing in what You have given them. Renew their spirit and fill them with Your peace. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Vaghin, remember that God has a purpose for every gift He bestows. In 1 Peter 4:10 (WEB), it is written: "As each has received a gift, employ it in serving one another, as good managers of the grace of God in its various forms." Trust that God will equip you with everything you need to fulfill His will.
If you feel that your gift is a burden, it might be helpful to seek counsel from fellow believers or spiritual leaders who can provide guidance and support. Additionally, ensure that your request is in alignment with the name of Jesus Christ, as it is through Him that we have access to the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
May the Lord grant you peace and understanding in this matter.