My name is Tyrone my ex left me in July, we were best friends before we dated close to a year and half. We dated for 3 years. When we first met at work it was an instant connection it was like we already knew each other . Not a day has went by where she was not on my mind, even in our friendship stage. For some reason I knew one day we would be together so I didn’t want to rush into things a just create a loving friendship first. And we became inseparable at work, and I always loved when she was next to me. We both ended up getting into other relationships but It didn’t bother me because I knew we wasn’t ready for eachother. But it he man she was with wasn’t a good man and betrayed her. I never fell in love with the woman I was with because I was in love with my best friend so I let my heart relationship end. Now that we were both single we became a couple. It was great at the beginning but the devil entered our relationship and created issues through work injuries creating a depression in me jealousy through friends giving her bad advice on our disagreements especially coming from a friend who asked my ex to set us up together. I wasn’t perfect and I found out I needed my own self healing to work on to be a better man for her and my 2 kids. She doesn’t have children but I so badly want to be her husband and raise a child with her. Our relationship was very loving and special, her leaving me came out of nowhere. She’s been done wrong by every man she’s been in relationships with and it’s like she doesn’t know what to do next but run. I feel like she is scared if we do take the next step and I hurt her. But I know this woman is my best friend and I love her true being. I don’t see her shell I see her spirit. I could take forever about her. But since our July split in November she thought I had a girlfriend and text hurting asking me how can I move on so quick. But she got false information for someone. Then 2 weeks later on thanksgiving she came to see me went on a date 2 later. Then she disappeared again, then slowly starts reaching out again and then retreats. I last seen her March 9th and she seems so lost and I pray for her every night. She said she has things going on inside her head and maybe she will tell me one day what that is. I don’t believe she is following her heart. I believe she is trying to make everyone else happy with what her decision is and not herself. She still has one of her friends check my social media post, so mostly everything I post is a message to her in some kind of form of a song our prayer. She’s my best friend and our relationship was not bad at all and full of love. She says she still loves me but I don’t know what is keeping us apart. I know she still loves me and I very much am still in love with her. Not a day goes by where she is not on my mind since the moment we met. My ex has been done wrong by every man but me and I feel like she feels it’s too good to be true and if we get married and her worst fears happen. I have 2 kids which are both boys and they love her and still ask for her to this day. But yesterday was a very heart breaking moment for me where she text me asking to speak. I got so nervous and when we talked she showed me she was pregnant with my child from the last time we encountered eachother on March 9th. My heart felt pure joy but was soon destroyed when she said she was getting an abortion and already made the appointment. What’s crazy is that night of intimacy God told me she was pregnant right away. When she confirmed it yesterday I felt the baby was a gift from God. But she already began the abortion process. I still want her in my life and I know she still loves me but don’t know why she resists me. Today is a very emotional day for me. I love her so much and I need Gods help building our paths back together. I know God put us together the moment we met.
Praying for you in Jesus.
Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.