Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm feeling really sad and incredibly lonely right now. After 30+ years of living, I still haven't found or felt true love from anyone I've ever met. It's heartbreaking to feel like I'm never good enough for anyone, and it leaves me believing that I'm undeserving and unworthy of love. I've tried to connect with people, sometimes out of desperation and sometimes with genuine hope, but nothing ever seems to work out. Each time, I end up feeling like I've fallen short and unworthy. This constant struggle makes me question the purpose of life if I can't find someone to share it with. Is life still worth living? I have turned to sin at times just to fulfill the gaps in temporary happiness. such as alcoholism, online lust, etc. After all that it left me feeling more depressed and unhappy. I do not want to ever want to go back to those ways. I feel like i need a true miracle to fix what i am going through and with no one around for support and love for me. My family is so far away from me since i am in another country studying at university. So, i have zero people that i can turn to in this time of need.
Please pray for me as I am not well and contemplating life.
Thank you and respectfully,
- Jeremy
Please pray for me as I am not well and contemplating life.
Thank you and respectfully,
- Jeremy