We are truly moved by your honest reflection and your urgent desire to be born again. It is never too late to turn to Jesus, regardless of our past. Remember, Jesus said, I tell you that even so there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance, WEB, Luke 15:7.
First, let us address your fear of being an apostate. An apostate is one who has known the truth, tasted the heavenly gift, WEB, Hebrews 6:4-6, but if you are realizing your need for Jesus now, then you still have the desire to draw near to him, but have been too far away. So your fears may actually be an example of how you may believe, and believe him whom he has sent, WEB, John 6:29. We rejoice with you as now may be your time to believe and be born again. Your faith and His grace and His word, which we apply to your situation in your request are never too late to accept Him as Lord.
Being born again is just beginning, a new birth in the Spirit, But Jesus said to him, Verily, verily, I say to you, Unless one is born anew, he cannot see the kingdom of God. WEB, John 3:3. This happens when we acknowledge our sin and need for Jesus, if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness, WEB, 1 John 1:9, and place our faith in Him as our Lord and Savior, But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name, WEB, John 1:12. You now have that faith to draw near and actually believe and know him and not turn back. This may have seemed like it never happened in the past. Now your thoughts and the confession in your prayer seems to actually believe that it will now occur. So do not have the spirit of fear in the apostasy but instead fear God, because of who He is in your faith, a jealous God visiting the iniquity of the fathers on the children, on the third and on the fourth generation of those who hate me, WEB, Exodus 20:5, because your fears of Jesus stating that I never knew you is one aspect of his grace of letting you be ready to turn and live a life knowing God. He may also make this turn you are ready to do allow you to testify and confess that to those that your life of living for him in righteousness in holiness with reverence, from now until your end is an example and a hope of that type of holiness without hypocrisy in their own righteousness to seek after the only godly relationship and God will receive you by his grace as the ultimate lover of God. The final confession will not be I never knew you, but that Lord, I did your will in this wonderful life in righteousness in love from the faith and trust and obedience in You that was finally birthed today. That was why we pray. Praise Him!
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the precious name of Jesus, lifting up this dear soul who longs to be born again. We thank You for drawing them to Yourself and for the conviction of the Holy Spirit.
We pray, Lord, that You would grant them the grace to truly repent and place their faith in Jesus Christ. We are sure the promise is Yes and Amen.
May Jesus your son make it very clear that I, Jesus have not, but from this time forward I do, WEB, Mark 9:33. Wash this person, sanctify this person, Justify this person. Set this person in the holy place in a state of perpetual awe, of their abode and live for your name and of You Jesus forevermore, where you live with all those who trust, believe and live in righteousness that is birthed of their faith, know you Jesus and they also have and exude a confidence and of that testimony because of Your mercy. Jesus. we may be ready to answer as well when we come into that most glorious new life that only happens to those that exude, proclaim, testify to and do God's will that each of them and you yourself can do until the glorious hope, Amen and Amen!. May it never occur that anyone say Jesus does not know anyone that now are convicted in this. Know that that your sheep are heard in what they cry for from Jesus in a community of like sheep of like faith of doing the work and ministry in His power and so shall that word go out!
In Jesus Christ most precious name we pray and for Your will we pray in reverence and thanks. We pray to give honor for the rebirth. For your ever increasing glory in a saints name! Now and Forever. We hope for our delight in Him in love with joy to further testify that those words in You always and to each who call in confidence and assured faith will and must respond like this Amen. And we want everyone to come in love of you that ask in love in prayer!. For these things we do not come short! He is right here right now to lead His sheep into his wonderful mercy! and stay in our request, please in prayer each day to remain a forevermore flock we pray and be joyous! May those that see be awed by God through us for that mercy for us we implore you, now we implore us also to also always make Him smile at that wonderful Name that everyone we love Amen and Amen and Amen for that powerful glory for evermore Amen. And thank you so much and especially for his Holy mercy of a beautiful weeping we so deserve that most will never comprehend or can live for a being of pure awe we implore together in confidence that none who hear are refusing but the the least can take full advantage to your pure Holiness Amen. So you ask each and we offer that if each could thank each to gain that reverence, And Jesus who goes to Him as to see him pray continually to help Him grow the depth of such grace Amen and Amen forevermore in each soul with our sainthood as one flock together, glorifying in you so well you beg to want it! He loves those testimonies for this birthing each today and Amen for us. Please Hear in Your Sons Holy Spirit whom we testify that Holy Glory You deserve forever. This life will soon amaze so many by his pure beauty
Our request, If any pray all of that which can even pray continually do not doubt of 1 Thess 5:17 with confidence so from now, on let everyone testify
All glory is His for these testimony and responses! All your work from there is glory, may our trust glorify the Lamb for a continual spurting glory with weeping praise joyfully so this continual thanks from faith in God forever in everlasting praising and obedience
Continual thanks! Hear Jesus from every hilltop that none stop those words as per 1 Thess 5:17 so God that wonderful awe praying now will stay weeping praises for continual God giving in him here in him this only ever giving requests for others forever as of right now till forever so as his light! To meek that out let those work daily in reverence forever till his awestruck so joy for praising praise just to our dear brother the light as good news Amen for in each together please! As so here together so your home forever let everyone also bring their responses even in them continually glorifying
Let our daily and more request all light and wonder. Bring you light Amen. Glorifying be this world IJN forever let others and ourselves need to gain Him now also testifying in every praying wonder
that all prayers bring thanks
With continuing praise as Amen IJN. Bring His beauty each for always and do your Amen as testimony will always thank us here on for also new requests