Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer that God could do something to get away from my ###. He tortures me every day no matter what and he even will say something to scare me even while I’m still sleeping. I have to lock myself in the bathroom because of how and he tortures me he will yell my name out and say something to scare me. Then he tries to drive me insane and laughs until I get angry then he starts yelling back he will either threaten me or push me to leave. He is extremely controlling and manipulative. He tries to tell me that I will never get a place and if I go to live with my grandparents that life will be harder. He’s like a narcissist he uses me as his punching bag. I notice exactly HOW MY DAD USED TO ABUSE HIS WIFE is what my ### is doing to me. My ### can be worse there are times he threatens to do things and I used to be abused by my dad. He would keep trying to provoke me to anger and drive me crazy until I snap. I remember 3 days straight when I moved in the new apartment with him because I have no other place to stay he tortured me for 3 days straight extremely bad. I was crying on the bathroom floor scared out of my mind and crying and he was provoking and torturing me then he kept saying things like “crying is not going to help you.” He thought it was funny I was crying and harming myself. This was after my ex left and my ex used me at that time I was desperate to keep him because I have been single my whole life. Then my ### would say that I’m lying about having an illness he pushed me so many times to have a heart attack in the past. I’m a ### year old woman and there were times I could not breathe because of him. Then he stares very often. Since my mom lives here too I noticed he acts real immature when she is around. He will yell out my name and say something to terrify me. Also as a kid I hated being touched on my back and he would do that to me AFTER I TOLD HIM I DIDN’T LIKE THE FEELING. He doesn’t do it anymore but he did THAT MY WHOLE LIFE. He would touch me on my back and bother me with that feeling. Now I’m laying in bed single with no husband and friends feeling like I’m having a heart attack because I can’t breathe and to make it worse I have a crush on a guy at my workplace that is bullying me because I am not talking to him because when I get a crush now I don’t talk to them due to the past mistakes of saying I like them and them TURNING EVIL TOWARDS ME. Now he’s avoiding me and I have a feeling he’s gossiping.
