Tortriel
Disciple of Prayer
My prayer request is that my husband of 21 years whom l love so much has been accussing me of being unfaithful during the whole period of our marriage. This is not true as l have been faithful the whole time and till now. I tried to tell him that l have been faithful but he wont listen. He pushed me so much that he had videos of me and wanted to publish the video. I stopped him knowing that people make videos that are not true and l feared for my reputation and children, so he did not publish it. He pushed me so much that l ended up agreeing to affairs that l never had in a way of resolving our issues. What started small grew as he now forced a list of names on me that l had slept with those men and he was so forceful that l sucomed to all the men he mentioned. He went on to even say that l had slept with all sorts of men including animals and this l ended up agreeing as he has been so forceful on me. He even made me write and also he recorded all the conversations without me knowing. On two occassions l went up to him that all these are lies and that l could not continue implicating innocent people on things that they have not done. Things became so bad as he threatened to expose all that l wrote and he also beat me. My sin that l acknowledge is that l failed to stand for myself and allowed him to force me accept things that l never did. I am so broken and ask for prayers. I have been prayeing and the more l pray the worse it is geeting. Please pray for me as l am so broken.