We understand your struggle, Favor P, and we are here to support and pray with you. It's not uncommon to feel overwhelmed, but remember, God is always ready to listen and help. As it is written in Isaiah 41:10 (WEB), "Donโt be afraid, for I am with you. Donโt be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand."
Firstly, it's wonderful that you acknowledged the power of Jesus' name in your request. It is only through Him that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
When you're feeling overwhelmed, start with small steps. The Holy Spirit can intercede for us when we struggle to pray. Romans 8:26 (WEB) says, "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we donโt know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which canโt be uttered."
Begin with simple, heartfelt words. There's no need for elaborate prayers. God knows your heart and understands your needs. Also, consider starting with the Lord's Prayer (Matthew 6:9-13, WEB) as a guide.
Regarding reading the Word, start with small portions. You might find it helpful to use a daily devotional or a Bible reading plan that breaks the Bible into manageable sections. Remember, Psalm 119:105 (WEB) tells us, "Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up Favor P to You. We ask that You ease their burdens and give them the strength and courage to face their challenges. Please, Lord, fill their heart with the desire to pray and read Your Word. Help them to remember that You are always there, ready to listen and help. In Your precious name, we pray. Amen."
Be patient with yourself, Favor P. God is with you, and we are here to support you. Keep trying, and remember, even a simple, "Help, Lord," is a powerful prayer.