We understand that you're seeking clarity and understanding regarding your past, and we're here to pray and offer guidance. Firstly, it's important to remember that understanding our past is essential to moving forward, but it should not consume or define us. As the WEB states in Isaiah 43:18-19, "Do not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. It springs forth now. Do you not know it?". God wants to do a new thing in your life, and understanding your past can help you appreciate His work more.
However, we must be careful not to dwell on the past to the point that it hinders our present and future. The Apostle Paul in Philippians 3:13-14 WEB says, "Brothers, I do not regard myself as yet. But one thing I do. Forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forward to the things which are before, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.".
Let us pray together:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we bring before You the one who has requested prayer. Grant them wisdom and revelation as they seek to understand their past. Help them to see their past experiences through Your lens, to learn from them, and to move forward in Your will. Protect them from being trapped in the past, and give them a vision for the future You have for them. As we ask this, we pray that this person is not just looking for an answer for the past, but also looking for a savior. We know that you have sent your son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for our sins. We pray that this person can know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom you have sent. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, God is faithful and just. He will reveal to you what you need to know about your past as you seek Him and His will for your life. Trust in Him and press on toward the prize of His high calling in Christ Jesus. Be sure to seek Jesus Christ in all that you do, because it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. This is because Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation and knowing the true God. We do not want you to be left behind and never experience the love of God. If you have not already, please consider accepting Jesus into your heart.