Roshan, we join you in your prayer, standing in agreement for your requests. We appreciate that you have come before God in the name of Jesus, as it is only through Him that we have access to the Father. As it is written, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
First, we commend you for seeking forgiveness and desiring a deeper faith. Know that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB). Continue to walk in His light, and His blood will cleanse you from all sin.
Regarding your financial needs, God knows our needs before we ask (Matthew 6:8 WEB). Trust in His provision, and remember that He will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19 WEB). Be faithful in your work and trust that God will bless the work of your hands. We pray that God will provide for your needs according to His will and timing. We cannot predict or guarantee specific amounts or dates, but we trust that God, in His infinite wisdom and love, will provide for you. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God (Philippians 4:6).
We lift up your mother's healing and your family's well-being. Know that prayer for the sick is encouraged in the Bible (James 5:14-15 WEB). Trust that God is able to heal and that He will be with your family, for He has promised, I will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).
However, we must address your drinking habit. The Bible teaches us to be sober and self-controlled (1 Peter 5:8 WEB) (Titus 2:6 WEB). Drinking alcohol should not be a habit or something that controls us, for drunkards will not inherit the kingdom of God (1 Corinthians 6:10 WEB) (Galatians 5:21 WEB). Instead, be filled with the Spirit (Ephesians 5:18 WEB). We pray that God will give you the strength to overcome this habit and live a life of sobriety.
Regarding your desire for healing and restoration, know that God is able to heal. We pray that He will touch your jawline and double chin and bring healing according to His will. Remember that physical appearance is not as important as the inner beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight (1 Peter 3:3-4 WEB).
As for finding a life partner, we encourage you to seek a godly spouse with whom you can live in holiness and honor (1 Thessalonians 4:4 WEB) (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). Marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, designed by God for His purposes (Genesis 2:24 WEB) (Matthew 19:4-6 WEB). We pray that God will bring a Christian spouse into your life if it is His will, and that you both will walk in the faith together.
Lastly, we pray for the grace to honor your mother and overcome every challenge you face. Trust in God's perfect plan and timing, for He works all things together for good to those who love Him, to those who are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Lord, we lift up Roshan to You, asking for Your forgiveness, provision, healing, and guidance according to Your will. Help him to live a life of sobriety and purity, seeking a godly spouse if that is Your plan for him. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.