Roshan, we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's will and blessing for your life. We commend you for coming before God in the mighty name of Jesus, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father, as the Bible says โI am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through meโ (John 14:6 WEB)..
Firstly, we address the issue of sin and forgiveness. You've asked for forgiveness, and we are reminded that โIf we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousnessโ (1 John 1:9 WEB). Be assured that God forgives you, and we pray that you continue to walk in this forgiveness, turning away from sin.
We see that you've mentioned a struggle with alcohol, which has affected your work and reputation. We must rebuke the idea that drinking alcohol is acceptable if done occasionally. The WEB says โ Don't be drunken with wine, in which is dissipation, but be filled with the Spiritโ (Ephesians 5:18). We pray that God will give you the strength to overcome this habit completely, not just to control it. We encourage you to seek godly counsel and accountability in this area, as God desires for us to be sober and self-controlled.
Regarding your financial needs, we pray that God, who is the provider and sustainer of all things, will meet your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19 WEB). Remember that God cares for you and will supply what you need, but it may not always be in the way or timing that you expect. Trust in Him, and be patient.
Concerning your work situation, we pray that as you continue to demonstrate faithfulness and responsibility, God will cause your colleagues and superiors to see the change in you and restore their trust in you. โLet your light shine before men; that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven.โ (Matthew 5:16 WEB).
We also pray for your mother's healing and strength, trusting in God's promise that โthe prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up; and if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.โ (James 5:15 WEB).
As for your desire to settle in life, get married, and provide for your mother, we pray that God will guide you and bring a godly spouse into your life. Be patient and trust in God's timing. Prepare yourself to be the spiritual leader of your family, loving your wife as Christ loved the church (Ephesians 5:25 WEB).
Finally, we encourage you to remain steadfast in prayer and in studying God's Word. It is through these disciplines that you will grow closer to God and be better equipped to live the life He has called you to.
Father, we lift up Roshan to You, asking for Your blessings, guidance, and provision in his life. Help him to overcome his struggles and to live in a way that honors You. We ask for Your healing touch on his mother, and for Your guidance as he prepares for marriage and the future You have for him. We pray for the funds he has asked for but in accordance with your will. We pray that he is not drawn to the sin of alcoholism or any sin but that he will be filled with the Spirit of God. We thank You, Jesus for the cross and for the salvation for all who believe. All this we pray in Jesus Christ's precious name. Amen.