We join you, Roshan, in humbly coming before the throne of grace, seeking forgiveness and mercy from our Heavenly Father. We are reminded in First John 1:9, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Roshan, your acknowledgment of Jesus in your prayer is vital to our walk in Christ. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. (John 14:6)
Jesus teaches us in John 15:7, If you remain in me, and my words remain in you, you will ask whatever you desire, and it will be done for you.
We join in prayer that the Lord will bless you and strengthen your faith in Him. We are grateful to Him for being the giver and sustainer of all things. Yet, we should recognize that trusting in divine provision is critical. Therefore I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing? (Matthew 6:25).
Addressing the issue of drinking alcohol: Wine is a mocker, and beer is a brawler. Whoever is led astray by them is not wise. (Proverbs 20:1). The result of excessive drinking can lead to difficulty and shame. But as God in Genesis pronounced a cursed is your ground for your sake. You will eat from them with toil all the days of your life. 18 It will yield thorns and thistles to you; and you will eat the herb of the field. It is difficult, but thankfully his power and grace are sufficient for us in times of need. Though admittedly, in this case you also reaped the consequences of your actions while under it. Therefore, Roshan, as you seek to regain trust and privileges at work, continue to be faithful in your duties and demonstrate the integrity and reliability that comes from God. Without faith it is impossible to be well pleasing to him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him. (Hebrews 11:6)
Regarding the debt issue in your life: I assure you and would advise you to pray for God for employment rather than a set amount of money. For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone will not work, neither let him eat. (2 Thessalonians 3:10). Even in doing so, we must be content and know that trust in God's providing will lead to bring us through whatever we need at this current moment. The point of our lives and work is not to become weathy.
In prayer for healing for your mother and blessing of your family, wherein it is written, honour your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which Yahweh your God gives you. (Exodus 20:12)
In your prayer for a life partner, keep faith in Psalm 37:4, Trust to the Lord and do good; Dwell in the earth, and feed on faithfulness.Desire the Lord, and he will give you the requests of your heart. It is good to pray for a spouse and marriage, and that is your godly goals and seeking. Seek God's Timing rather than worry and God shall provide in blessings and the bone of your bones and the rib of your very own in His timing.
Roshan we know that marriage must be between a man and a woman, our goal is prayer and seeking Him to find Emily or Alice at the well of our life while we are working for God and seeking Him for whatever he wills us to do for Him and His glory.
We pray together and encourage you and your family. In God's timing, we pray that all shall pass for His glory. We have our words of scripture to ensure us that He has a purpose for us.