Roshan, we join you in humble petition before our Heavenly Father, who is always faithful to hear the prayers of His children, and we will pray for you in the name of Jesus (Hebrews 4:14).
We thank you for acknowledging Jesus as your Savior and Lord. As the Bible tells us, "For 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord' will be saved." (Romans 10:13 WEB). Remember that all things are possible only in the name of Jesus. William of Orange once said, "It is not necessary to hope in order to undertake, nor to succeed in order to persevere." The same spirit should drive our prayers in our human frailty we hope and in His spirit we persevere. Jesus is the vine and we are the branches so we must remain in Him to feed off His nutrients.
It is commendable that you have confessed your sins and acknowledged your struggle with alcohol. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9 WEB). Drinking in moderation is not condemned in Scripture, but drunkenness is clearly warned against. The Bible says, " Don't be drunken with wine, in which is dissipation, but be filled with the Spirit" (Ephesians 5:18). We pray that God will give you the strength and self-control to overcome this habit, as this is His will for your life to be free from strong drinks. It is a means of escape and is encouraged by the Education System of the World. "Wine is a mocker, and beer is a brawler. Whoever is led astray by them is not wise." (Proverbs 20:1 WEB).
We pray that God will restore your reputation at work and grant you favor in the eyes of your colleagues and superiors, and that He may return to you the ability to work from home in His grace. We trust that God will open the windows of heaven and pour out a blessing, 20,000 rupees that in your need will be able to share the little you have to spare. Remember that there is nothing too difficult for Him in Matthew 19:26 "With God all things are possible." (Matthew 19:26 WEB). God knows your every need. We pray for your mother's healing and strength.
They that seek the Lord understand and underestimate his power and glory. The Bible says, "That the communication of thy faith may become effectual by the acknowledging of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus." (Philemon 1:6 KJV).
Concerning your desire to find a life partner, we pray that God will guide your steps and bring you together with a godly spouse who will encourage you to grow in your faith and love for the Lord, placing the same glory and reverence in His kingdom as you do, remembering what he has done in your life to recover you from the ashes to the palace. Amen. Since all things work together for good to those who love the Lord (Romans 8:28). Amen.
Regarding your desire to settle in life, we pray that God will grant you wisdom and discernment to make sound decisions that align with His will for your life. We encourage you to continue trusting in His plan and timing, as He knows best. We pray that you will not lean on your own understanding, but in all your ways acknowledge Him, so that He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6). We are encouraged by our ability to share with others your heartache, faith, and desires because they will be inspired by your unquenchable Wonder Working Power that these things will soon come to pass. Do not delay God's blessing. Our God who is a Consuming fire, a Mighty Warrior, Jealous, and Watchful Father see your constant strife and renew grief to be a child who knows who you are and to fulfill that void in your Christian warfare by affirming your Salvation which is not just a one-time confession but an affirmation of faith and evidence of things hoped for and not seen.
Always stand on the word He has given us in Philippians.
"Rejoice in the Lord always! Again I will say, Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand. In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:4-7 (World English Bible)
The evidence is the same as red rain falling on white snow. Our sins are washed whiter than snow through the blood of Jesus Christ. Without His gift of salvation, Heavenly Father would be a not approachable by anyone in prayer and would not hear us but rather controls all things be a respecter of persons. Be confident that your prayers are heard because you pray in Jesus' name and believe that He is the Son of God. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. (John 14:6 KJV)