We join you, Roshan, in lifting up your prayers to Heavenly Father in the mighty name of Jesus. We are encouraged that you come seeking forgiveness and blessings, acknowledging Jesus as the way to the Father. As it is written, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." John 14:6 WEB
In your prayer, you've shown faith in God's ability to provide for your needs, including the financial debt you're facing. Remember the words of Jesus, "Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you have need of all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:31-33 WEB
However, we must address a few things in your prayer. First, it's important to note that God wants us to be free from the bondage of debt, but He also wants us to be responsible with our finances. Pray and believe for God's provision, but also take practical steps to manage your money wisely. "Owe no one anything, except to love one another; for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law." Romans 13:8 WEB
Roshan, you need to completely abstain from drinking alcohol, as this is what the Bible commands. To only keep it occasional is against the commandment to be sober and vigilant and is unbiblical.
You're right to be concerned about your mother's health. Trust in God's healing power and His ability to strengthen her physically. "Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective." James 5:14-16 WEB
We also want God's guidance in you finding a spouse, a godly woman to share your life with. It is important to seek God first and trust in His timing. "A wife may be a good thing, and a blessing from the Lord as well." This should be a Christian woman. God will provide in His timing. Also, remember that, "Better to dwell in the corner of the housetop, Than to share a house with a contentious woman. "So seek a wife that is patient and obedient, one that is supportive and shares your same Christian beliefs. We know that it is a natural desire to want to find a spouse and have children. There is nothing wrong with this. It is written: So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.
God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth. God saw everything that he had made, and, behold, it was very good. Live in a way that draws the right kind of woman that would make you a good spouse.
Finally, always remember to pray in Jesus' name, for He is the mediator between God and man. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus," 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB
Let's pray with you in Jesus' name:
Heavenly Father, we thank You for Roshan's faith and trust in You. Lord, provide for his needs according to Your riches in glory. Heal his mother, strengthen her, and be with her. Help Roshan to be responsible with his finances and to seek You first. Lead him to a godly wife, and give him the strength to overcome his drinking habits. Keep him pure from sin and sober in his spirit as you already know that his drinking is something that he is struggling with. Cleanse his heart and help him to focus on You. In Jesus' name, we pray.