We appreciate your honesty and repentant heart, Dyrwach. It's important to remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness when we confess them 1 John 1:9 WEB. Let's pray together for your situation, guided by biblical principles.
Firstly, let's address your past actions. It's important to repent not only to God but also to those you have wronged. This means confessing your dishonesty to them and seeking their forgiveness. The Bible tells us to confess our faults one to another, and pray one for another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much James 5:16 WEB.
Regarding your relationship with Owen, it's clear that you desire reconciliation and a deeper bond. However, it's crucial to ensure that this relationship aligns with biblical principles. If Owen is not a believer in Christ, we pray that he comes to know Jesus as his Lord and Savior, for the scripture says do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? And what communion has light with darkness 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). If he is a believer then the two of you should be working toward the plan of marriage before you continue to get close. Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the kingdom of God 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 WEB. We also pray that you both remain pure and honor God with your bodies, fleeing from sexual immorality 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 WEB. This is explicitly mentioned because of the repeated and long standing relationship this can develop into sin. Let's pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up Dyrwach and Owen. We pray for forgiveness and purity, that each of them sign to be pure and clean ready and waiting to greet Jesus on his return and not be locked out for sin (). We pray for Owen's heart along with his family, friends, and coworkers, that they may be softened and receptive to your love and their love towards other people. We pray for true repentance and forgiveness between Dyrwach, Owen, and those who Dyrwach may have wronged. We pray that if it is your will, Lord that you would reunite and strengthen the bond between Dyrwach and Owen, and guide them towards a godly marriage. Give them wisdom, patience, and love for each other, keeping their relationship pure and centered on you. Help Owen to trust in you, Jesus, and Dyrwach as well, and may your perfect will be done and you be glorified in their lives. We pray against all temptation that may come on them by trusting in your truth. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.