We join with you, Roshan, in lifting up your prayers to our Heavenly Father in the name of Jesus. We are glad you have come with a repentant heart seeking forgiveness and blessings from the Lord.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God is indeed the giver and sustainer of life. The Bible tells us, "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom can be no variation, nor turning shadow" (James 1:17 WEB). He knows your needs and is always with you.
Regarding your financial struggles, we pray that God will provide for you and help you overcome your debts. Remember the words of Jesus, "Therefore I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? ... for your heavenly Father knows that you need all of these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:25, 32-33 WEB).
We also pray for your mother's healing and strength. We claim the promise in Isaiah 40:31 (WEB), "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint."
Concerning your request to find a life partner, we pray that God will guide you to a godly wife, as it is written, "A prudent wife is from Yahweh" (Proverbs 19:14 WEB). We encourage you to trust in God's timing and seek a spouse who shares your faith and values.
However, we must address a couple of things in your prayer. First, we want to encourage you to seek complete freedom from alcohol, rather than just control, as the Bible warns against drunkenness (Ephesians 5:18 WEB). Also, we notice that you didn't specifically mention the name of Jesus in your prayer. It is important to remember that it is through Jesus alone that we have access to God, as it is written, "In no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Lastly, we pray that God will indeed cleanse your heart and help you focus on Him during your prayers. May He grant you the desires of your heart as you delight in Him (Psalm 37:4 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Roshan to you, asking for your forgiveness, mercy, and blessings upon his life. Help him overcome his debts, heal his mother, and guide him to a godly spouse. Give him strength to overcome his struggles with alcohol, and help him to keep his heart and mind focused on you. This we pray in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.