Hypokrauroo
Disciple of Prayer
Prayer request Hello. This is the first time I've done a prayer request but this is such an important thing to me. I've decided to write one. My girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me when we were 19. It's been four years now, but I just can't get rid of my feelings for her. We loved each other deeply and felt we were soulmates, we were planning on getting married but something awful happened. My mother was diagnosed with cancer before we went to college together and the stress of that and college caused me to have a mental breakdown. I became a completely different terrible version of myself and before I got treatment at a mental hospital, I said some terrible things to her and caused serious damage to our relationship. She stayed with me for another six months, trying to get past the feelings of confusion and pain my words had caused. She did her best but couldn’t get past it, there was a perfect storm of awful events that separated us. We broke up and I continued to have serious problems with drugs and drinking. I became a Christian a year later and God has helped me move past those things and built me into a man I'm proud of. But no matter how hard I've tried to completely get over her, I can't. I want no one in the world but her. She means everything to me, and though we haven’t spoken in years I think deep down we both know we won't find what we had together with different people. Since I have finally gotten myself to a place of stability, I decided to write her a letter asking if she'd like to reconnect. I've prayed tirelessly about this but I need more help than my own prayers since this is so important to me. I ask that you may pray for our reunification and new beginning as a reflection of the forgiveness and rebirth that Jesus gives. I think it would be a beautiful reflection of God's will and ability to mend and bring glory to him, so I humbly ask for you to pray for us. Thank you so much, and may God bless you!
