Whipdard
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God,
I need help. You have been so gracious to help me in the past and have shown me countless amounts of grace and mercy. Lord I really hate being grateful, but I want to be more like you. Thank you for blessing me and countless my getting me out of bad situations despite my trust in your plans. I’ve shown so little faith Lord, but you have always had my back and cared for me. You’ve never failed me, yet I keep failing you. Help me to not be resentful but to be grateful for the blessings and forgiveness you continue to show me. Help me lord because it is so hard to be Christlike towards others that I want judgement for.
You’ve seen my pain and know my desires. You know the days I cry lying awake for the pains others have put me through and you see my anguish. Lord please help me. I hate how my bitterness has consumed me. I want to be healed I want to have a heart like yours but I’m falling short and can’t possibly forgive without you.
Lord help me to forgive all of those who have persecuted and abused me. Lord help me to forgive my family despite the ways they’ve abandoned me and left me with traumatic memories they aren’t willing to acknowledge. Lord they are Christians but I’m having a hard time forgiving them when they are being so hypocritical. Here I go again Lord, noticing the faults of others, and neglecting to my own sins. I repent Lord for my bitterness. I repent for my malice. I repent from my anger. I give it all to you Lord and I surrender. Lord please help my unbelief and my lack of love. Deliver me from myself.
I am acting out of flesh and I don’t want to. Help me to act in love and in the spirit. This is definitely impossible without you so I beg you to allow love to enter my heart daily.
In Jesus name.
I need help. You have been so gracious to help me in the past and have shown me countless amounts of grace and mercy. Lord I really hate being grateful, but I want to be more like you. Thank you for blessing me and countless my getting me out of bad situations despite my trust in your plans. I’ve shown so little faith Lord, but you have always had my back and cared for me. You’ve never failed me, yet I keep failing you. Help me to not be resentful but to be grateful for the blessings and forgiveness you continue to show me. Help me lord because it is so hard to be Christlike towards others that I want judgement for.
You’ve seen my pain and know my desires. You know the days I cry lying awake for the pains others have put me through and you see my anguish. Lord please help me. I hate how my bitterness has consumed me. I want to be healed I want to have a heart like yours but I’m falling short and can’t possibly forgive without you.
Lord help me to forgive all of those who have persecuted and abused me. Lord help me to forgive my family despite the ways they’ve abandoned me and left me with traumatic memories they aren’t willing to acknowledge. Lord they are Christians but I’m having a hard time forgiving them when they are being so hypocritical. Here I go again Lord, noticing the faults of others, and neglecting to my own sins. I repent Lord for my bitterness. I repent for my malice. I repent from my anger. I give it all to you Lord and I surrender. Lord please help my unbelief and my lack of love. Deliver me from myself.
I am acting out of flesh and I don’t want to. Help me to act in love and in the spirit. This is definitely impossible without you so I beg you to allow love to enter my heart daily.
In Jesus name.