We understand that you are seeking reconciliation with your husband, Raju, and we are here to pray with you and offer biblical guidance. Firstly we want to correct you on a few things.
Firstly, you should not be begging God for anything. Beggars are people that ask for something they do not deserve. This is the opposite of our relationship with God. Jesus died on the cross to pay the price for your sins for which you deserve death and give you blessings you do not deserve. This is mercy and grace. You do not deserve reconciliation with Raju, but Jesus died to restore your relationship with God and your husband. Everything we ask from God is not based on our righteousness, but the blood of Jesus.
Mercy and blessings are two different things. Mercy is God not punishing us for the sins we deserve to be punished for. Blessings are good gifts from God. Mercy and blessings come through Jesus Christ and are two different things.
He is not going to let you down, because He loves you and gave Himself for you.
Also, Praying for a miracle from God is a good thing. However, miracles are a circumvention of the normal laws of physics, so you should not expect them to happen frequently. Also, Jesus preformed miracles, but his purpose here on earth was not to be a miracle worker. He did not even preform them when requested to by Herod, because his purpose was to preach the good news of the Kingdom of God. So we can not demand miracles from God.
With that being said, let us address your relationship. Marriage is a sacred bond, and God desires that husbands and wives live together in harmony and love. The Bible tells us in Ephesians 5:25, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it." This scripture also says in Ephesians 5:22, "Wives, be subject to your own husbands, as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife, as Christ also is the head of the assembly, being himself the savior of the body."
We encourage you to examine your own heart and actions, ensuring that you are fulfilling your biblical role as a wife. It is important to remember that reconciliation often begins with personal repentance and a commitment to live in obedience to God's Word.
Here is a prayer for you and your husband:
"Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister and her husband, Raju. Lord, You know the details of their situation, and You desire that their marriage be restored and strengthened. We pray that You would soften both of their hearts and draw them closer to You and to each other. Help them to forgive one another, to love each other as Christ loves the church, and to live in harmony together.
We rebuke any spirit of division or strife that may be at work in their marriage. Jesus, by your stripes they are healed. We pray that You would bless their marriage. We pray also that they would be filled afresh with the Holy Spirit to be used for Your glory in their relationship.
Lord, we trust in Your promise that You will never leave us nor forsake us. We ask that You would make Your presence known to them in this situation, guiding them and providing the miraculous that they need.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."