Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer request for peace and deliverance. I am tormented and bullied by people. I know that's the struggle as a Christian but I think this kind of suffering is to much. This doesn't seem normal for me to suffer through. I get bullied at every job, every school I went to the in the past, every church, and even in public. I don't understand how I am such a target for bullying. If I go to a shopping center I will either hear people making fun of the way I dress or make fun of how I look in general. One time I got done with an interview and walked into a cafe shop to order and two teenaged girls were just sitting there laughing and talking about me. They were literally taking their time talking about every single part of me and I heard one say "them eyebrows tho." And at that time I was starving to death and almost homeless and I believe I was 18 at the time. I also used to have bad anxiety when going to interviews and the manager turned around to look at her coworkers and laugh because of how nervous I was RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. I had a manager gang up on me with a coworker both of them tried to provoke me to anger which resulted in me losing my temper and quitting. The manager even laughed when I was being bullied by the coworker and told the manager she needs to do something. At the same time I was nearly lured in by a guy who "liked" me and there was a gay coworker who liked him and was acting evil towards me for no reason. All I was trying to do was my job at subway and I had to deal with that at the same time while I was a new employee and the customers were evil too one lady decided to give me a dirty look the whole time I was ranting her friend up INFRONT of me because I could hear what she said and she was a grown lady. I can't get into all the bullying because it would be like pages long. I'm being tortured everywhere I go all while being lonely no friends, no partner, and I got bullied out of church and even watched by a predator when I was 17.