John Junior
Disciple of Prayer
I was born in the gospel, my life was in the church such as worship leader, suddenly my life in youth was changing more to the world than to the kingdom of God.
During this time I was dedicating all my life to the studies and also woman, during that time I had no limit, after disappointments I gave up to have someone for all my life, even trying sometime my mind. I was still going to the church during this period, but not involved in activities, so going, listen and back home, but He touched me 2 months ago and I felt the calling such as Paul, I was blind but now I can see all His grace and His calling for me, then I decided to listen and follow Him. As you know, when God stand up His soldiers, the enemy comes more strong than ever, and try to take you down with your all bad past ever, people appearing in your life, now I have a girlfriend, and others are appearing, trying to make my life a mess. I wasn't pure, I was not faithful and last Wednesday I received a message that I couldn't read, because reflect my past with a woman that was not faith with her husband, from this message my week became a mess, my mind was so confuse, I'm afraid, I'm not comfortable with this, so I have talked with God every minute and request His mercy and remission, because I know I failed, I know I was not correct, but I'm regretful, He knows my heart now, two months dedicated to the God and now the enemy is trying to take me down.
I back to the minister, I'm helping the church to innovate, to lead in the music and the enemy is trying to take me down, I know this happen with people that changes hearts and listen His calling, but I cannot sleep well, I can't be in peace, I can't work, I'm living an anxious life, I'm ashamed, my breathing is very difficult nowadays. I'm seeking for God every minute for the peace, every hour, everyday! I ask for the God for mercy, to take my life as a servant and make everything that He wants.
Dear friend, please help me with your prayers, and I apologize to shame the gospel, I can guarantee I'm a new man to the glory of God! I just ask for prayers, I'm feeling weak and afraid, I need your support everyday, don't forget my name and my request, God ask to us to share our worries with a friend and I know I have several friends that can intercede for my life!
I really need your prayer!! my heart is light after writing this letter! I'm counting with you friend!
God bless you all!
John!
During this time I was dedicating all my life to the studies and also woman, during that time I had no limit, after disappointments I gave up to have someone for all my life, even trying sometime my mind. I was still going to the church during this period, but not involved in activities, so going, listen and back home, but He touched me 2 months ago and I felt the calling such as Paul, I was blind but now I can see all His grace and His calling for me, then I decided to listen and follow Him. As you know, when God stand up His soldiers, the enemy comes more strong than ever, and try to take you down with your all bad past ever, people appearing in your life, now I have a girlfriend, and others are appearing, trying to make my life a mess. I wasn't pure, I was not faithful and last Wednesday I received a message that I couldn't read, because reflect my past with a woman that was not faith with her husband, from this message my week became a mess, my mind was so confuse, I'm afraid, I'm not comfortable with this, so I have talked with God every minute and request His mercy and remission, because I know I failed, I know I was not correct, but I'm regretful, He knows my heart now, two months dedicated to the God and now the enemy is trying to take me down.
I back to the minister, I'm helping the church to innovate, to lead in the music and the enemy is trying to take me down, I know this happen with people that changes hearts and listen His calling, but I cannot sleep well, I can't be in peace, I can't work, I'm living an anxious life, I'm ashamed, my breathing is very difficult nowadays. I'm seeking for God every minute for the peace, every hour, everyday! I ask for the God for mercy, to take my life as a servant and make everything that He wants.
Dear friend, please help me with your prayers, and I apologize to shame the gospel, I can guarantee I'm a new man to the glory of God! I just ask for prayers, I'm feeling weak and afraid, I need your support everyday, don't forget my name and my request, God ask to us to share our worries with a friend and I know I have several friends that can intercede for my life!
I really need your prayer!! my heart is light after writing this letter! I'm counting with you friend!
God bless you all!
John!