Erabras
Humble Prayer Warrior
This is ###, a fatherless girl living in an absolutely toxic environment, only have mother. My dad died before 10 years, at my growing age, I don't have siblings, I had 5 aunts and 16 cousins.
My uncle family (dad's bro) who are extremely toxic. They even tried black magic (people told) and they had evil eye (for sure, I seen) on my mom and me. They don't digest anything we buy, wanting to see our fall. Honestly, they keep the same level of mental torture to not live a good life. One aunt staying in our house, she is an informer to others. Their kids also do drama. The remaining stay in a 10-minute walk distance. All kids, especially called my cousins, are not even digesting my life. They altogether torture me mentally to that level, I feel useless and it's better to suicide than to live with these kinds of people who don't give money but still want to manipulate to live according to their words. I am sick of 10 years wasting and I crying because of them.
Coming to neighbors, they are also evil eye. We don't have a male in the house. Any kind of words, behavior they show, even we used to live a happy 3-member family, I got good points all the time, they all together cried and I lost dad, study, and almost everything I wanted except mom. Once I bought good things and they asked to show, I showed, next 3-4 days I didn't wake from bed that level of sick I got. My neighbors too cry on growth.
Now my family, all I have is God and mom, that's it. God's is only hope we are living on. If no God, we won't be alive today.
My mom is diabetic, hypertension, overweight, has breathing difficulties, nerve weakness since my 4th class. We stopped medicines due to dad's death and we can't afford anything except food. Pray for complete naturally good health to my mom, protection from evil, and long life.
My health is not that good, weakness, low BP, stress, tension due to lost job recently, don't know where I get, mentally physically weak can't even sleep properly, it's 3:36 am still brain is running with fear of losing what I loved. At a young age, I lost father, comfort life, and study all at once and that situation made me to live with anxiety of losing what I love.
I was rejected, I am completely feeling numb, breathlessness sometimes, and dead inside.
Financial problems.
Marriage in God's will, don't have a man, who will search for me and marriage expenses are not there.
Thanks for praying.
Whatever we are, it's because of Jesus.
My uncle family (dad's bro) who are extremely toxic. They even tried black magic (people told) and they had evil eye (for sure, I seen) on my mom and me. They don't digest anything we buy, wanting to see our fall. Honestly, they keep the same level of mental torture to not live a good life. One aunt staying in our house, she is an informer to others. Their kids also do drama. The remaining stay in a 10-minute walk distance. All kids, especially called my cousins, are not even digesting my life. They altogether torture me mentally to that level, I feel useless and it's better to suicide than to live with these kinds of people who don't give money but still want to manipulate to live according to their words. I am sick of 10 years wasting and I crying because of them.
Coming to neighbors, they are also evil eye. We don't have a male in the house. Any kind of words, behavior they show, even we used to live a happy 3-member family, I got good points all the time, they all together cried and I lost dad, study, and almost everything I wanted except mom. Once I bought good things and they asked to show, I showed, next 3-4 days I didn't wake from bed that level of sick I got. My neighbors too cry on growth.
Now my family, all I have is God and mom, that's it. God's is only hope we are living on. If no God, we won't be alive today.
My mom is diabetic, hypertension, overweight, has breathing difficulties, nerve weakness since my 4th class. We stopped medicines due to dad's death and we can't afford anything except food. Pray for complete naturally good health to my mom, protection from evil, and long life.
My health is not that good, weakness, low BP, stress, tension due to lost job recently, don't know where I get, mentally physically weak can't even sleep properly, it's 3:36 am still brain is running with fear of losing what I loved. At a young age, I lost father, comfort life, and study all at once and that situation made me to live with anxiety of losing what I love.
I was rejected, I am completely feeling numb, breathlessness sometimes, and dead inside.
Financial problems.
Marriage in God's will, don't have a man, who will search for me and marriage expenses are not there.
Thanks for praying.
Whatever we are, it's because of Jesus.
