Elisa21
Disciple of Prayer
Hey, my name is Elisa. I was just in a relationship with a man that I really cared about. His name is Demari. He was the one who ended things. He told me that he has a lot of things in his life that he wants to work on like school, spirituality, and his own mentality. And he says he is not in a good place for a relationship with me right now. I said that I would wait for him but he said that he wouldn't want me to wait for him, that it's not fair to me, and he doesn't know when he'd ever be in a good place for a relationship.
I just wish that he was in a better place for a relationship with me. I really love him. I do think he loves me as well. But most importantly, because I love and care about him a lot, I want him to be able to develop and grow in the areas and ways in which he would like to develop. And to be able to reach his future goals. I admire his focus and just pray that he figures things out. I know he really values setting himself up to reach his long term goals. And I pray that I'll still be something that he still wants in his future. And to one day feel like he's at a place to still have a desire to want to start a relationship with me again. Because I do strongly want a future with him and would want to marry him one day, as he used to say about me a very long time ago, and I would still want to wait for him despite anything. I just really want him to be able to figure things out and for him to still feel like he would want to be with me too.
I just wish that he was in a better place for a relationship with me. I really love him. I do think he loves me as well. But most importantly, because I love and care about him a lot, I want him to be able to develop and grow in the areas and ways in which he would like to develop. And to be able to reach his future goals. I admire his focus and just pray that he figures things out. I know he really values setting himself up to reach his long term goals. And I pray that I'll still be something that he still wants in his future. And to one day feel like he's at a place to still have a desire to want to start a relationship with me again. Because I do strongly want a future with him and would want to marry him one day, as he used to say about me a very long time ago, and I would still want to wait for him despite anything. I just really want him to be able to figure things out and for him to still feel like he would want to be with me too.