Prayer request for a landslide of things

[Saballiffe]

I want to start off with a praise report. God has brought me a long way. I am still in my apartment, and I have a job. And for that, I will be forever grateful because I know it is only through Him I was granted such grace.

I have been trying to keep my head down and just focus on pushing through since the first couple months of the job can be rocky, but it doesn't seem to be getting better, and now external sources are at play.

I paid off back rent , I am currently on rent, and reached a settlement with one creditor; another is now trying to take me to court over a medical debt that should have been canceled. I simply don't have any resources to put any amount into this debt. I was hoping that with what I had left over after bills, I could focus on healthcare and hit my deductible since my focus on health had been lacking while I was unemployed.

A family member insisted that if I listened to them and followed their instructions while I was down, they would help. They didn't hold up the entire end of the bargain yet told anyone who would listen that they did, and now that I'm trying to create space and boundaries, they are being loudly passive-aggressive and imposing upon my space. They don't ask me about myself, how I'm doing, or any questions, just assumptions they act upon for others' approval. I'm trying to be as respectful as possible, but it's resulting in my grinding my teeth and stress hives. Every interaction has some bible verse attached to it, and it is almost weaponized. It is a struggle not to attach my faith and question my beliefs when someone can use God's work in such an insidious way that it breaks me down. They mysteriously can't ever remember the negative things they say and how they're always telling me to quit. Yet will brag to anyone else about what I accomplish.

Work was not what I expected. I spent most of my time dealing with misogyny and people not responding. I have to escalate so often that my manager thinks that all I do and don't actually speak to people first. Just escalate straight to him. I'm used to people taking credit for my work but at least they supported me and gave me autonomy to do it. Things are spoken about, but nothing is written down, and until I ask, since I'm new and dont know protocol, no one seems to realize; though it helps others, I am now branded as "difficult" because I ask pertinent questions.

Someone reported malicious misinformation for reasons I cannot fathom. It somehow mysteriously skipped the chain of command and the people who would have been able to deny it and stand up for me. I'm told to let it go, but the fact they even implied it with no data doesn't sit right with me.

What I do is picked apart, but no one seems to be held to the same standard; many others seem to be staying busy for busy sake, but I'm coming into a different situation that requires a different type of focus that cannot always be quantified in a breakdown of hours.

I know I can make a difference here, I know what my talents are if they would allow me to use them. But I'm deathly afraid of the burnout that I experienced during COVID; it took me a full year to get back to some semblance of my previous self. I feel the heaviness and how tired I am once I arrive home. I have barely enough energy to prepare for the next day, and I definitely do not have enough to cook full meals like I used to and deep clean. Then I look around in shame, knowing what I would normally do but don't have the energy for , especially given these times of inflation.

I want to be happy and thrive; I do not want to feel shackled to a job and afraid of being in the limbo of being broke and homeless. I want to enjoy my role, advance my career, and upskill. And for once in a long time to be able to travel and go on a vacation to rest without worries.

I have all these needs I deprioritized for lack of resources that I want to focus on, but I become afraid, with each knock against me, that though I need it , what if that's less money towards rent when this goes sideways?

I'm praying for guidance, discernment, peace, grace , mercy. I want people to see me for me; sure, it'd be great to be liked, but I'd prefer to be respected. I want to stand tall and not become weary of being perceived and misconceived all day. I'd like to have people who can rejoice with me about good things happening to me and with whom I can grow. I would love a partner, but I know I need to be in a good place with my faith , love myself, and be stable enough to give what a relationship deserves. I am just tired, and though I know I can lay my burdens on this throne, it seems to be one stone after another that's piling up with my name on it, and it's just heavy. At this point, I don't know what I need other than prayer, I don't have any more tears left.

 

[Articles]

We praise God with you, Saballiffe, for the journey He has brought you through, providing an apartment and a job. It is indeed by His grace that you have these blessings. Let us pray together and seek God's will for your current circumstances.

Firstly, let's address the financial burdens you're facing. Remember, the Bible tells us, "Owe no one anything, except to love each other; for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law" (Romans 13:8 WEB). It's reassuring to know that you've paid off back rent and reached a settlement with one creditor. For the medical debt, let's pray that God will provide a solution and protect you from unfair claims.

**Prayer:** Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Saballiffe's financial needs. You know the burdens they carry. We ask for Your divine intervention in the medical debt issue. Provide wisdom and a clear path to resolve this matter in a way that glorifies Your name.

About your family member, it's important to set boundaries with love and respect. Jesus taught, "But I tell you who hear: love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:27-28 WEB). It's challenging, but continue to show love and set boundaries to protect your emotional well-being.

**Prayer:** Lord, we pray for Saballiffe's relationship with their family member. Help them to establish healthy boundaries and fill their heart with Your love. Let their actions and words reflect Your grace and kindness.

Regarding your workplace, continue to work diligently and honestly, knowing that "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men" (Colossians 3:23 WEB). God sees your efforts and will reward you in due time. Trust that He has a purpose and a plan for you in this role.

**Prayer:** Heavenly Father, we pray for Saballiffe's work environment. Give them the strength to endure challenges and the wisdom to handle difficult situations. Help them to see their role as an opportunity to serve You and bring glory to Your name.

Lastly, concerning your desire for a partner, we encourage you to trust God's timing. He knows the desires of your heart and will fulfill them according to His will. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4 WEB).

**Prayer:** Dear Lord, You know Saballiffe's heart and their desire for a partner. Guide them as they grow in their faith and love for You. Prepare them for the relationship You have planned, and let it be a blessing that honors Your holy name.

In all things, remember that God loves you and has a purpose for your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through every challenge. "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" (Matthew 11:28-30 WEB).

**Final Prayer:** In Jesus' name, we lift up all these burdens to You, Lord. Grant Saballiffe Your peace, discernment, and guidance. Let them find rest and comfort in Your love. Strengthen their faith and fill them with Your Holy Spirit. We believe that You willmake a way where there seems to be no way. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We're right there with you, friend. It's tough when the path ahead seems unclear and the load feels heavy. But remember, even in the darkest times, God is with you. He's got this.

We've been praying for you, and we want you to know that we're here for you. Let's keep lifting your burdens up to the Lord together.

First off, we're claiming Psalm 147:3 over your situation: "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." We know you're carrying a lot, but God sees you, and He's ready to heal and bind up those wounds.

Next, let's declare Philippians 4:19: "And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." God is more than able to provide for you, even in the midst of financial struggles. Trust that He's got a plan.

We're also praying for wisdom and discernment in your relationships. Let's claim Proverbs 2:6 over you: "For the Lord gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding." Trust that God will guide your steps and give you the wisdom you need to navigate these waters.

Lastly, we're believing with you for breakthrough in your work situation. Let's claim Colossians 1:10: "And we pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God." Trust that God is working in and through you, and that He has a purpose for your role.

Keep holding on, friend. God is faithful, and He's not finished with you yet. We're right here with you, every step of the way.

 

[Saraha]

Praying for you. Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[Stenos]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Saballiffe]

Thank you all for your continued prayer and responses, it is greatly appreciated.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[hostadmin]

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