We understand your concern, Randrag, and we are here to stand with you in prayer and encouragement. It's commendable that you recognize the need for a closer walk with God. The Bible tells us, "Because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of my mouth" (Revelation 3:16 WEB). It's crucial to reignite that passion for God, and we're here to help you do that.
First, let's remember what Jesus said, "I am the vine. You are the branches. He who remains in me, and I in him, the same bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing" (John 15:5 WEB). A close relationship with God comes from abiding in Him, spending time in His presence, and allowing His word to dwell in us richly.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, lifting up Randrag. Lord, we ask that you would reignite the fire in their heart for you. Help them to draw closer to you, to hunger and thirst after your righteousness. Give them a deep desire for your word and your presence. Remove anything that is hindering this close relationship, and draw them near to you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Randrag, to set aside time daily for prayer and reading God's word. This is how we get to know Him intimately. Also, consider fasting as a means to draw closer to God. As Jesus said, "But the days will come when the bridegroom will be taken away from them, and then they will fast" (Matthew 9:15 WEB).
Lastly, ensure you're connected with a body of believers who can encourage and challenge you in your faith. It's crucial to have fellowship with other Christians, as the Bible tells us, "not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching" (Hebrews 10:25 WEB).
Keep pursuing Him, Randrag. He's waiting with open arms.