Anonymous
Beloved of All
Prayer request everytime I go to my job I get extremely ill and have uncontrollable anxiety. The place I work at has a dark feeling to it and I am not lying. The people who shop here are really evil. The times I tried to help a customer they would either give me an extremely evil look, ignore me and pretend they didn't hear me, or say they don't need help and go to someone else instead. Then the very first day we opened the store I am sure I hear a girl say "ew I don't like her." As soon as she walked in and walked right out. Then when I used to wear ethnic hairstyles this guy came in and said I had a broke weave while cursing and he did that right after I helped him. Then lately a lot of teenagers have been coming in and as crazy as it sounds I do have a phobia of them due to the ruthless bullying and judgement from them. I don't believe in speaking things into existence but the more I talk about the stuff that happens at work the more it happens. I was talking about a teenaged guy making fun of me as soon as I clocked in and walked out. He kept staring at me until I moved to the other side. Then he is near a girl and I hear her say the h word and start laughing. I walked to the break room real angry. Lately a lot of teenagers have been coming in and making fun of me or laughing. Then I have random people gang up on me every now and then. It's like every week there's another person turning on me and then being nice again and it switched to different people. I can find another job but the problem is I can never escape the work bullying. I know you can never run from all problems but if I was either self employed or atleast didn't have to work around customers I wouldn't be so fearful all the time. The customers have me terrified and because the store has big glass doors people look in there. One time there was a group of ADULTS standing outside and laughing at me saying "she's always with her mom and is that her." And that makes me extremely terrified. First of all I'm too scared to drive so of course I have someone drive me and second I can't stay at the apartment all day because of the person I live with is kinda toxic at times.