We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and confusion you are experiencing, Trxiarway. Let's first address the spiritual aspect of your request. You did not mention Jesus Christ in your prayer and we need to remind you that it is only through His name that we can approach God the Father. Jesus said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me, John 14:6 WEB. For there is one God and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, who gave himself as a ransom for all. This was the testimony given at the proper time, 1 Timothy 2:5-6 WEB.
In times of distress, it is crucial to turn to God for guidance and comfort. Psalm 34:18 WEB tells us, Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. It is also important to test and know God's will for you. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God, Romans 12:2 WEB.
Regarding your relationship, it is important to remember that God's design for relationships is clear in the Bible. For a man himself not to be deceived, he needs to follow the principles of God. Ephesians 5:25-27 WEB says, Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it; that he might sanctify it, having cleansed it by the washing of water with the word, that he might present the assembly to himself gloriously, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish.
It is concerning that you mentioned being cheated on. Sexual relationships outside of marriage are considered fornication and are sinful. For this is the will of God: your sanctification, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each one of you know how to possess himself of his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in the passion of lust, even as the Gentiles who do not know God, 1 Thessalonians 4:3-5 WEB. If this is the case, we urge you to repent and seek God's forgiveness.
Moreover, it is important to use wisdom in financial matters. Proverbs 21:20 WEB says, There is precious treasure and oil in the dwelling of the wise; but a foolish man swallows it up. It is good to provide for others, but it is also necessary to see the true needs and not just the wants.
Regarding your job, we encourage you to trust in God's provision and timing. Colossians 3:23-24 WEB says, Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward. You serve the Lord Christ. Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight, Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Trxiarway. We pray for clarity and guidance in their life, especially regarding their relationship and career. Help them to seek Your will and follow Your path. We pray that they will find a good job that uses their skills and brings them joy. We also pray for healing from the pain of infidelity and for wisdom in their financial decisions. Help Trxiarway to see the true needs of others and to be a good steward of the resources You have provided.
We rebuke any actions that are not aligned with Your will. We pray for forgiveness and a heart that desires to follow Your ways. Guide Trxiarway to the right spouse who honors and loves You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.