Anonymous
Beloved of All
I think I’m suffering from the curse of near success syndrome. Growing up as a child, I was abused, didn’t know about Christ and didn’t have the best of things. Began to be so covetous and I remember engaging in petty stealing. Stole little naira from home and a phone from a careless neighbor (all these happened within ages 12-14) and as the Lord will have it, I became saved and changed at 15, began learning about Christ and have been a follower for over 10years now (over the years, I’ve been a tither, offered Kingdom services to the best of my capacity, preached and even evangelized and a prayer enthusiast). Now, the struggles of life has been so overwhelming and I can’t seem to forgive myself of these past or get over it. In the past years, I’ve been robbed of 3 phones myself and scammed of 1 in the process of purchasing one recently. Also at age 15 while trying to gain an admission into the university, despite meeting and surpassing all the cut off and requirements, I didn’t make it. Went for a diploma and the struggle continued. God be praised I have a good job now but still struggling with somethings. Recently I plan to immigrate, I’ve met all the conditions but suddenly, polices are changing and I’ve noticed a pattern that whenever I’m at the edge of breakthrough, I see a moving snake in my dream. I’ve just been so tired and stressed and luckily came about this site while surfing the net. Please pray for me and with me. I need deliverance from curses that might have been placed on me and Restoration. I also want to enjoy speed and break the near success syndrome I think is holding me bound. All of these are just thoughts but I don’t know what else I really need to do.