JulieH
Humble Servant of All
My marriage is crumbling. He is a bully an alcoholic and I am miserable. I say things in response that are mean and hateful because he has changed me for the worse. Any argument is an excuse to get drunk and blame me. And it keeps this vicious cycle going. He drinks too much becomes a jerk wr fight. We try to recover but never quite get there because he is so negative all the time and then we argue which is what he wants so he can drink. So basically he does what he wants. Tells me I have no choice but to stay and I donโt have a choice it doesnโt feel like. This canโt be a life that God wants me to have. I want a better life. If it could be with him great but I donโt think it can be. So I need a miracle. I need some other issues gone so I can figure out a plan. Please pray for my life to get better. Pray for him to stop drinking. He has health issues from it but they arenโt surfacing right now so he thinks he is fine. I almost need them to come back so he will have to quit permanently. He needs medication or therapy for his negativity. But I canโt take much more waiting for thjngs to improve. So please please pray over my life. Fix the issues that are taking my time and allow me to solely focus on myself for a while and show me the way to peace and joy.