Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord,
I am coming to you today with a weary heart. I am losing hope with Karl. I really thought he will change when he comes back, but I still feel discarded and unseen.
I feel taken advantage of. And as much as I want him to commit, I am afraid that he might never want that as well.
After he called me, Lord, I still feel like he just did it mainly because he was drunk or something. The respect is nowhere to be found. I feel like it is actually going nowhere.
Lord, please if Karl is not for me then please just remove him from my life completely. I feel so triggered because he can go on days on end without realizing my worth. He is also not really reaching out.
Its starting to look really one sided. I feel so sorry for myself because I am the one praying for him while he just running around thinking that nothing is bothering me.
Lord, please prepare me to face this if he is not the one for me. But if he is, please make him change for the better.
If Karl really is my future husband, I just pray that every thing will work in your favor.
I lift Karl up to you, Lord. Please give him mental health and clarity. Please talk to him, Lord. Please show him what to do. Jesus, I surrender myself to you. Take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.
I am coming to you today with a weary heart. I am losing hope with Karl. I really thought he will change when he comes back, but I still feel discarded and unseen.
I feel taken advantage of. And as much as I want him to commit, I am afraid that he might never want that as well.
After he called me, Lord, I still feel like he just did it mainly because he was drunk or something. The respect is nowhere to be found. I feel like it is actually going nowhere.
Lord, please if Karl is not for me then please just remove him from my life completely. I feel so triggered because he can go on days on end without realizing my worth. He is also not really reaching out.
Its starting to look really one sided. I feel so sorry for myself because I am the one praying for him while he just running around thinking that nothing is bothering me.
Lord, please prepare me to face this if he is not the one for me. But if he is, please make him change for the better.
If Karl really is my future husband, I just pray that every thing will work in your favor.
I lift Karl up to you, Lord. Please give him mental health and clarity. Please talk to him, Lord. Please show him what to do. Jesus, I surrender myself to you. Take care of everything, Lord.
Amen.