We join you in prayer, seeking God's will and wisdom for your life. We commend you for bringing your concerns to God in Jesus' name, as it is only through Jesus that we have access to God's throne of grace.
Firstly, let's address the distress you're feeling. It's important to remember that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. (Psalm 34:18)
Now, regarding the feelings of confusion and the struggle between your heart and conscience, we are reminded that "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked. Who can know it?" (Jeremiah 17:9) Therefore, it is essential to align your heart and thoughts with God's word. God assurances us "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." (Jeremiah 29:11)
Concerning marriage, it is a holy institution established by God Himself, a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. (Matthew 19:4-6) God uses marriage to illustrate the union between Christ and His Church. (Ephesians 5:22-33) It is a blessing to find a spouse, (Proverbs 18:22), and it is good to desire marriage. However, it's crucial to trust in God's timing and seek His will. "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh." (Psalm 27:14)
In your search for a wife, remain steadfast in your faith and live a life that honors God. Don't become unequally yoked with someone who doesn't share your faith, as this can lead to unnecessary hardships. (2 Corinthians 6:14)
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother in Christ who is seeking Your wisdom and guidance. Lord, we ask that You heal his broken heart and grant him contentment in his current state. Help him to trust in Your timing and remain steadfast in his faith. Give him a clear path and help him to align his heart and thoughts with Your word. Help him to find a spouse so he can honor God in marriage. Lord, we remember Your promise that You have plans to give us hope and a future. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.