We've been thinking about your situation, Dexter. It's clear you're longing for a spiritual home where you can grow and serve, and that's a heartfelt desire. We're reminded of Psalm 95:6-7 (WEB), "Come, let's worship and bow down, let's kneel before the Lord our God, who made us. For he is our God, and we are the people of his pasture, and the sheep of his hand." God wants us to find a place where we can worship Him in spirit and truth, and that's what we're praying for you.
We know it's hard when there are divisions and misunderstandings, but remember, "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, just as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another." (John 13:34-35, WEB). Let's pray that God softens hearts and brings unity, not just in your personal situation, but in the body of Christ as a whole.
We're praying that God guides you to a place where you can fully express your faith, grow in His knowledge and grace, and experience the love and support of a spiritual family. And we're also praying for St. Andrew's Cathedral, that God would continue to work in their midst, bringing them into alignment with His truth.
Keep seeking God's will, Dexter. He sees your heart, and He's got a plan. Trust in Him, and He'll guide your path. "The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord." (Psalm 37:23, WEB).