Fengwen
Disciple of Prayer
I was told that all who knocked would receive an answer and that the door would be opened so I decided to knock, but then I thought perhaps I was not knocking correctly, so I prayed to be taught how to knock but then I thought perhaps I was not praying correctly, but can I pray to learn how to pray correctly so I searched how to pray correctly And some said that I had to have the door opened for me in order to pray correctly, but how could I open the door if I have not learned how to knock and how can I learn how to knock if I haven’t learned how to pray. I was told that prayer could soften my heart, but then I was told that prayer was only answered by a heart softened. That I could not receive an answer without already having myself prepared. I’m sorry I am not sorry for being angry with you, that after years of knocking my knuckles have become worn. After years of praying, my tongue has become dry. I am weary of reading and listening and awaiting an answer. Please pray for me that I may learn the truth, that I may be saved and that my family and loved ones will be saved.