Nulgon
Disciple of Prayer
Hey everyone I don’t know how to even ask this but a part of me truly believes I am being told to wait for my ex will return I’ve tried downloading dating apps and talk to other women but each time I have stopped talking to them or deleted the apps because of feeling in my heart telling me to stop , because she’s returning. I just recently given my heart to Christ and have been struggling and have fallen to temptation twice during this period of rebuilding and renewal of my heart and soul. But I can’t shake this feeling that she’s returning to me. It’s deep down inside screaming. Everytime I’ve tried to force myself to move on I get this feeling that I’m doing the wrong thing. I say all of this to say I need prayers for myself as I’m struggling with a porn addiction ( and everything that comes along with it), and that has been my temptation I’m struggling with ( I know Jesus Christ is my lord and savior) and for my relationship with her and I be healed and her cling back to me. My name is Glynn I’ve read in Matthew 18:19 if two or more agree on something you ask in prayer my father in have will do it for you. So I ask for prayers because I believe in God and his son Jesus Christ and I know they are the only ones who can bring the her back and heal me. I don’t know how to explain this feeling I have deep down, or how to explain the feeling I get when I try to force myself to move on. All I can say is it feel like when you know you are doing something wrong. And something is happening that you should be paying attention to and listening to.