Nulgon
Disciple of Prayer
Hey everyone, I don’t know how to even ask this but a part of me truly believes I am being told to wait for my ex to return. I’ve tried downloading dating apps and talk to other women, but each time I have stopped talking to them or deleted the apps because of feeling in my heart telling me to stop, because she’s returning. I just recently given my heart to Christ and have been struggling and have fallen to temptation twice during this period of rebuilding and renewal of my heart and soul. But I can’t shake this feeling that she’s returning to me. It’s deep down inside screaming. Every time I’ve tried to force myself to move on, I get this feeling that I’m doing the wrong thing. I say all of this to say I need prayers for myself as I’m struggling with a porn addiction (and everything that comes along with it), and that has been my temptation I’m struggling with (I know Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior) and for my relationship with her and I be healed and her cling back to me. My name is ###. I’ve read in Matthew 18:19 if two or more agree on something you ask in prayer, my Father in heaven will do it for you. So I ask for prayers because I believe in God and His Son Jesus Christ and I know they are the only ones who can bring her back and heal me. I don’t know how to explain this feeling I have deep down, or how to explain the feeling I get when I try to force myself to move on. All I can say is it feels like when you know you are doing something wrong. And something is happening that you should be paying attention to and listening to.