Anonymous
Beloved of All
My childhood created a lot of fear in me. I didn't realize it until recently as someone pointed out that I make a lot of choices out of fear. My life is a wreck and now looking back, I can see that I have made the majority of my choices out of fear. I have been running into one bad problem after another. I am exhausted and tired. I have no joy in my life and I am starting to believe its always is going to be bad for me. Its like I cannot break it and I feel God can't reach me. I feel like when God tries to help me, it just back fires or gets blocked or redirected by fear. I feel like I can never fully come under the blessing of God or fully receive anything good because I am always going in the wrong direction due to fear.
I pray God helps me and corrects the new bad choice I made out of fear. I pray if there is anyway within 6 months or sooner to change the outcome of this decision to a better one, I pray that he does it and don't let fear interfere or block me from receiving the change.
I pray God helps me and corrects the new bad choice I made out of fear. I pray if there is anyway within 6 months or sooner to change the outcome of this decision to a better one, I pray that he does it and don't let fear interfere or block me from receiving the change.