Camasien
Disciple of Prayer
“Forgiving people for their mistakes” is a key tenet of the Bible and Christianity in general. Yet I have not made any mistakes—but God already finds me guilty. He calls me a cheater, even though I am an incel virgin with no girlfriend before. I have never been in a relationship with a woman, so how could I possibly be a cheater and be made to suffer for something for which I have not done? I am innocent, but God thinks I’m guilty of some horrible betrayal.
Well, at least that is what the ever-present, ever-annoying, ever-harassing voice in my head, who claims to be God, continually tells me. He even tortured me and forced me to admit I’m a cheater, even though I have not been in a relationship with a woman before, since I’m disabled, obese, and on welfare, and could not have possibly cheated or betrayed anyone before.
I am severely disabled with schizophrenia, and this voice who claims to be God won’t stop harassing me and terrorizing me.
Is it because God calls me his archangel? Then please, pray and tell God that I am no archangel. I cannot tolerate this voice, so please pray and tell God to make this voice who claims to be him leave me alone, that I am not his archangel.
Also, this voice wants to force me into a marriage with a woman who I don’t want in the first place. Indeed, it isn’t possible to marry her because I am obese, disabled, and on welfare; I cannot possibly marry her for these reasons. Please tell God, or whoever this voice is, that it’s none of his business who I choose to be my wife, assuming that ever happens in the first place (which seems very unlikely in the forseeable future considering my disabled status).
Well, at least that is what the ever-present, ever-annoying, ever-harassing voice in my head, who claims to be God, continually tells me. He even tortured me and forced me to admit I’m a cheater, even though I have not been in a relationship with a woman before, since I’m disabled, obese, and on welfare, and could not have possibly cheated or betrayed anyone before.
I am severely disabled with schizophrenia, and this voice who claims to be God won’t stop harassing me and terrorizing me.
Is it because God calls me his archangel? Then please, pray and tell God that I am no archangel. I cannot tolerate this voice, so please pray and tell God to make this voice who claims to be him leave me alone, that I am not his archangel.
Also, this voice wants to force me into a marriage with a woman who I don’t want in the first place. Indeed, it isn’t possible to marry her because I am obese, disabled, and on welfare; I cannot possibly marry her for these reasons. Please tell God, or whoever this voice is, that it’s none of his business who I choose to be my wife, assuming that ever happens in the first place (which seems very unlikely in the forseeable future considering my disabled status).