Please pray for my second attempt of tapering off from antidepressants. I have tried before to come off from them and that nearly costed me my life. The withdrawal was unbearable beyond anything I've ever experienced. That together with worsened demonic torment and a lifetime of trauma was the worst thing I've ever experienced in my entire life. And as I said I was BEYOND normal suicidal on one hand, and the enemy also trying to kill me. I had to up my dose back then as to not completely waste away. But it was months upon months of absolute torture. I didn't sleep anymore from the withdrawal, sometimes after 12AM I still hadn't slept at all, my body was so weak and lost a lot of weight, I had heart palpitations (sometimes so extreme I called 911 1 time thinking I was dying), pressure on my chest, near faint spells, heart burn (so I couldn't sleep straight on a bed anymore but had to sleep sitting, IF I slept at all), adrenaline shots in my body randomly, shaking in my body, limbs just getting stuck in a position, many, many food intolerances. Then severe trauma states also that got triggered because of my nervous system being upset because of withdrawal. And the list goes on and on. It was torture. It was hell. And next to that demonic attacks and threats on my life. it was beyond unbearable in every way and I've never begged God to take my life more than that time, almost every day. Now, right now I decided to SLOWLY, extremely slowly to taper off again, try again, but I'm quite anxious which is understandable if you just knew how bad it was. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. Please pray in Jesus name that this time it will go well. I've had so many near crisis admissions that time because I was really losing it. It was the absolute worst. Please pray for God's hand to be on this tapering off and that it will go well without ever having to go through that extremeness again. It was literal torture I couldn't escape. Thank you. In Jesus name I ask for prayers