We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles and difficulties you've been facing, Ghiynar. Firstly, we want to address that we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through Jesus Christ we have access to God and that it is only through Jesus that we can be saved. We are all sinners and fall short of the glory of God. But God demonstrated his love toward us that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us. Only if we confess our sins and believe in our hearts that Jesus died for our sins and ask Jesus to guide our lives, then we can have access to the kingdom of God. Please consider this carefully.
We need to help you understand that as believers in Jesus Christ, we do not rely on "luck" or "wishes," but we trust in God's divine purpose and will for our lives. God has a plan and a purpose for you, and He wants to prosper you and give you a hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11) "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
It's important to remember that God is sovereign, and His ways are higher than our ways. (Isaiah 55:8-9) "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
We understand that you've been through a lot, but we want to encourage you not to give up. God is faithful, and He will not leave you nor forsake you. (Hebrews 13:5) "Be content with such things as you have. For he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."
Instead of focusing on "luck" or "success," we encourage you to seek God's will for your life. Trust in Him with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5-6) "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Ghiynar. Lord, You know the struggles and difficulties they've been facing. We pray that You would reveal Yourself to them, God, and that they would come to know Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior.
Father, we pray that You would give Ghiynar the strength and courage to continue on. Help them to trust in You and Your divine purpose for their life. Guide them according to Your will, and help them to seek You first above all else.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please consider finding a local Bible-believing church where you can fellowship with other believers and grow in your faith. And always remember that the effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man accomplishes much. (James 5:16)