Kruimar, we are with you in spirit and in prayer. We commend you for your faith and your efforts to persevere through these challenging times. Remember the words of Psalm 46:1, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." He is with you, even when you feel alone.
Firstly, we want to encourage you to keep trusting in God, as you have been doing. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. The Bible is clear when it says in Acts 4:12 - "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." This is why it is important to pray in Jesus name. We want to point you to Jesus. He is the author and finisher of our faith. He is the one mediating for us. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." 1 Timothy 2:5 If you haven't already, place your faith in him, the one who died for us on the cross.
In times of overwhelm, cast your anxieties on Him, for He cares for you 1 Peter 5:7. He is the ever present help in times of need. God sees your efforts as a father trying to provide for your family and He will honor your hard work. "Let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not." Galatians 6:9
Regarding your feelings of loneliness, remember that God is always with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you Deuteronomy 31:6. Also, consider seeking fellowship with other believers. Joining a local church or a small group can provide you with a supportive community of Christians who can encourage you and help bear your burdens Galatians 6:2.
We also commend you for pursuing education and employment. God values hard work.
Let us pray together :
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Kruimar to you, Lord. We thank You for his faith and his desire to provide for his family. We ask that You would strengthen him in his trials and give him the grace to endure. Guide him in his job search and provide him with a place to live. Comfort him in his loneliness and surround him with a community of believers who can support and encourage him. Help him to keep his eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. We pray for his salvation if he is not yet saved and for his relationship with You to grow deeper because of this difficult season, Lord. May he find his hope and refuge in You alone. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.
Keep trusting in God, Kruimar. He is faithful, and He will see you through this difficult time. Be strong and courageous.