Dear Lord.... I can't seem to give up on my ###. I am so tired and overworked and going broke fast. Lord you know my ### promised he was returning and then suddenly stopped communicating with me and it's been ### months now since he left to visit his sister and daughter in ### like ### miles away .... and they hate me even though we've never met. I have no family or support system whatsoever. My ### left me with all the maintenance for our animals, (which is a lot as we have a small farm) and two large properties one our home and the other a piece of property I had well before my ### came along. And yet since getting together, I put his name on the other property. And ### years later we got married so I thought it was all good. We had been together a total of ### years and I never saw his sister OR his daughter.... ever. However, my ### started having serious health problems (including serious vision problems from a stroke) and his daughter saw an opportunity to inherit his half of my property. And since he left, she has ripped me from his life piece by piece and I don't know what to think anymore. Did he lie to me about why he was going to visit? Did he lie all the years we were together planning this to profit from my property? I'm so full of doubt and questions and have been for ### months. I have received conflicting stories thru acquaintances.... but I hear nothing from my ###. All of it is so convoluted and complicated that I can't keep up with the stress of it all and all the work alone I'm having to endure. I can't get to bed to sleep because of all the animal, property, and vehicle maintenance. I'm ready to collapse. Please Lord send me my ###, or the answers to this mess. I'm just exhausted. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.