Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for my heart, I am very far from God. I am so embittered by the so called circumstances of my life. I am struggling with depression and pessimism my anxiety level is gotten worse from time to time I feel like my head will explode. I was serving in a ministry as an evangelist and I feel like I am not worthy of my calling, I can't even pray anymore because I feel like my life isn't progressing and nothing is happening.
I feel like I am just a few steps away from running from the church and I don't know what to do with it. I felt so out of place everytime we do prayer meeting, life groups and even outreaches in my state what's the point of continuing when I feel like I am being cursed this way. I hope God can restore me from what I once was I stopped praying and everything felt like a burden to me, I am not even excited anymore. I've been scammed as well because of my stupidity I thought it could help me with my finances turns out I lost so much of my hard earned money there's nothing I can do with it. Please pray for me I can't even pray for myself. I wish God will just took my breath I don't feel like living anymore. Please help me, Please pray for me.
I feel like I am just a few steps away from running from the church and I don't know what to do with it. I felt so out of place everytime we do prayer meeting, life groups and even outreaches in my state what's the point of continuing when I feel like I am being cursed this way. I hope God can restore me from what I once was I stopped praying and everything felt like a burden to me, I am not even excited anymore. I've been scammed as well because of my stupidity I thought it could help me with my finances turns out I lost so much of my hard earned money there's nothing I can do with it. Please pray for me I can't even pray for myself. I wish God will just took my breath I don't feel like living anymore. Please help me, Please pray for me.