Anonymous
Beloved of All
Please pray for my heart, I am very far from God. I am so embittered by the so-called circumstances of my life. I am struggling with depression and pessimism; my anxiety level has gotten worse from time to time. I feel like my head will explode. I was serving in a ministry as an evangelist and I feel like I am not worthy of my calling. I can't even pray anymore because I feel like my life isn't progressing and nothing is happening.
I feel like I am just a few steps away from running from the church and I don't know what to do with it. I felt so out of place every time we do prayer meetings, life groups, and even outreaches in my state. What's the point of continuing when I feel like I am being cursed this way? I hope God can restore me from what I once was. I stopped praying and everything felt like a burden to me; I am not even excited anymore. I've been scammed as well because of my stupidity; I thought it could help me with my finances, but I lost so much of my hard-earned money. There's nothing I can do with it. Please pray for me; I can't even pray for myself. I wish God would just take my breath; I don't feel like living anymore. Please help me, please pray for me.
I feel like I am just a few steps away from running from the church and I don't know what to do with it. I felt so out of place every time we do prayer meetings, life groups, and even outreaches in my state. What's the point of continuing when I feel like I am being cursed this way? I hope God can restore me from what I once was. I stopped praying and everything felt like a burden to me; I am not even excited anymore. I've been scammed as well because of my stupidity; I thought it could help me with my finances, but I lost so much of my hard-earned money. There's nothing I can do with it. Please pray for me; I can't even pray for myself. I wish God would just take my breath; I don't feel like living anymore. Please help me, please pray for me.