We understand the deep pain and distress you're experiencing, and we want to stand with you in prayer and guidance through this challenging time. Let's bring your situation before the Lord and seek His will according to His Word.
Firstly, let's address your husband's hardened heart and his desire to run from God and your marriage. We know that God's desire is for marriage to be lifelong (Matthew 19:6, WEB), and He wants husbands to love their wives as Christ loved the church (Ephesians 5:25, WEB). We pray that your husband will have an encounter with the living God, that his heart will soften, and that he will turn back to God and to you. Let's pray:
"Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we bring before You our sister's marriage. Lord, You know the pain and suffering she is going through. We ask that You touch her husband's heart, soften it, and draw him back to You and to his wife. Remind him of the vows he made before You and help him to see the value of the marriage You established. In Jesus' name, we pray."
Regarding the changes you've seen in him, remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces of wickedness (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). We pray for any spiritual bondage in his life to be broken and for the truth of God's love to set him free.
Now, concerning your health, we believe that God cares about your physical well-being as much as your spiritual health. We pray for healing and relief from your symptoms. Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).
"Lord, we lift up our sister to You. Please touch her body, heal her from the pain, the sleeplessness, the hair loss, and the weight loss. Give her peace and strength as she trusts in You. In Jesus' name, we pray."
We also want to encourage you to stand strong in the Lord and continue being a godly wife. Remember the power of your gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight (1 Peter 3:4, WEB). Continue to love and respect your husband, and trust that God is working even when it's hard to see it.
Lastly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name. It is through His name that we have access to God the Father (John 14:6, WEB). Keep holding onto Him, and remember that He is faithful, even when life is incredibly challenging.
We are standing with you in prayer, dear sister. Stay strong in the Lord, and trust that He is working in your situation.