Antagonokles, we understand your desire for restoration and to be positively perceived by this person. However, let's first align our hearts with God's will and truth. It's crucial to remember that our peace and worth come from God, not from others' opinions. As it is written in Romans 12:2 (WEB), "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
It's commendable that you want others to see the true you, but let's ensure that our actions and thoughts align with God's will. If this relationship is meant to be, God will restore it in His time. Remember, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)
However, we must caution you about the notion of feeling an "urge" as proof of God's will. Feelings can be deceiving, and discerning God's will requires prayer, wisdom, and confirmation from His Word. As stated in Jeremiah 17:9 (WEB), "The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly corrupt. Who can know it?"
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking Your will for Antagonokles' situation. Lord, if this relationship is meant to be restored, we ask that You facilitate it according to Your divine purpose. Help Antagonokles find peace and comfort in Your love, not in the approval of others. Guide their thoughts and actions, and grant them the wisdom to discern Your will. If this person is meant to be a friend, we pray for a godly friendship that honors You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Antagonokles, we noticed that your request doesn't mention Jesus Christ. We believe it's essential to acknowledge that it's only through His name that we can approach God. As it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you haven't already, consider inviting Jesus into your life and trusting in Him for your salvation and guidance.