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Boilmar
Disciple of Prayer
My name is Ken. This isn't a Coincidence. God lead me here for a reason. I don't want to be lazy, but there is A Brother In Christ who posted here named Michael and his user name is Skybathes. He's praying for Reconciliation and another chance with his Ex To do it The Lord's way. I hope you see this. I am literally, I mean literally praying for the same things. It's identical. I've been praying and praying, fasting, seeking him and having Faith and ALL HOPE AND TRUST IN GOD he reconciles My Ex Lady and I. I pray I can actually talk with you sometime and pray with you. I know EXACTLY what you're going through. I didn't keep God at the center of my relationship, I was living in sin being unmarried and fornicating. I became someone I am not. I hurt her, wasn't the man I was supposed to be, made her cry too many times. Number one thing is I wasn't following The Lord. I wasn't truly serving him, and loving him with all of my heart, mind, body and soul!
He has changed my heart, I have been baptized and am a new creation. I'm bragging about God, I am not just a hearer of the word but a doer and am really living for him. I can only do that because of The Heart change he has given me, and by being in his word daily, and going to hear his word at Church to get edified as often as I can. Because of his comfort and courage, from his Holy Spirit. I am not the same man I was at all, All Glory to God for that! God is using me to be a light, to bear fruit, spread his Gospel and Glorify him in ALL that I do, everywhere I go.
I ask that everyone keep Michael and Victoria in their prayers. I just prayed for y'all and will continue to. I ask for Prayer for Crystal. My Beautiful, Ex Lady that I love and desire to marry. I have been praying identical prayers, and I truly believe The Holy Spirit has been guiding me to continue to pray, have Faith, believe no matter what and TRUST in God. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. I've had past relationships and dated but this is NOT the same. I miss this lady every single day, think about her often and pray for her daily. She is scared, nervous, hesitant because she doesn't want it to be how it was before. Which it won't because God is at the center and I am not the same man. She may be dating someone new, when I asked she said there's been nothing serious, but you can't trust ppls word. I don't know their heart, but I've prayed God removes any man or any obstacle preventing us from dating again. I truly love her, I am praying he gives her to me, brings her back to me.
There's been a lot. She's been dating. She has pretty much moved on. We had a nice convo July 3rd, talked for an hour but nothing since. We don't talk anymore, but I truly love her and am praying God makes a way because this is impossible without him. I tried, nothing I can do. I miss her, I want to talk to her, see her beautiful face but above all I want to share with her what God has done for me. I desire for her to see his love through me. She shall see the change and see what God does. I am asking him to allow me to be the man That leads her. To be a light in her life. I am asking God to bring her back and I know I will Glorify him in the relationship. In front of her, her fam, her friends and co workers. ALL for his glory. I ask that his mighty righteous right hand be all over the relationship, it will be Better than ever because I will keep him at the center and always go to him in prayer for guidance and obedience and I am not the same man. I miss her laugh, her smile, her voice, hearing about her workday and workouts. Her mind, her ideas. Grocery shopping with her, all of it! Her hair. I am attracted to her, she is literally the most beautiful woman to me. I've never said that about anyone I've dated or to anyone. I can't see a life and future without her being my wife, I've never said that or felt that way about anyone.
I desire for us to Serve God together. Praise and worship together, pray and read word together. Have a testimony come from this we can share with others! I miss dinner with her. Watching shows, laughing with her. I'm such a fool for being that man I became. I desire for us to be in Church together! I still desire to go to Disneyland with her, a Football game this year with her, movies I desire to see I won't go see without her. I truly desire to marry her, and I truly believe God is working behind the scenes and making a way. We don't talk, but I believe God is working on it, it's literally gonna take a miracle from him. I believe it's gonna happen, on his timing. He makes a way when there is no way!
I pray for her salvation. Her heart, her soul and spirit. Pray That God breaks the chains and strongholds the enemy has on her. I pray he touches her, reveals himself to her, and I pray that he removes the veil. I pray he surrounds her with Godly people, maybe a strong Woman of Faith she can relate to. I pray she doesn't reject him, I pray he uses me to Lead as a Man Of God. I pray she forgives me. I pray he heals her hurt and pain and gives her a lil spiritual nudge to reach out to me. I am sorry about this extremely Long message y'all, I believe God lead me here and had me see Skybathes Request. Skybathe(Michael) I am here for you brotha! If you see this, DON'T STOP PRAYING, DON'T STOP CALLING ON JESUS'S NAME, KEEP ON POUNDING ON HEAVENS DOOR, LET YOUR KNEES WEAR OUT THE FLOOR! DONT STOP BELIEVING, CUZ MOUNTAINS MOVE WITH JUST A LITTLE FAITH, AND OUR FATHER HAS HEARD EVER SINGLE WORD WE'RE SAYING!! Please pray for Michael and Victoria, and Ken and Crystal!! Love you all In Christ, God Bless you all and I pray God Answers All of Your Prayers! If it's in God's will for our lives, I believe it is, LET THY WILL BE DONE KING! I PRAY FOR ALL OF US IN THE MIGHTY, WONDERFUL, POWERFUL NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD AND SAVIOR!! AMEN!!!
He has changed my heart, I have been baptized and am a new creation. I'm bragging about God, I am not just a hearer of the word but a doer and am really living for him. I can only do that because of The Heart change he has given me, and by being in his word daily, and going to hear his word at Church to get edified as often as I can. Because of his comfort and courage, from his Holy Spirit. I am not the same man I was at all, All Glory to God for that! God is using me to be a light, to bear fruit, spread his Gospel and Glorify him in ALL that I do, everywhere I go.
I ask that everyone keep Michael and Victoria in their prayers. I just prayed for y'all and will continue to. I ask for Prayer for Crystal. My Beautiful, Ex Lady that I love and desire to marry. I have been praying identical prayers, and I truly believe The Holy Spirit has been guiding me to continue to pray, have Faith, believe no matter what and TRUST in God. I have never felt this way about anyone in my life. I've had past relationships and dated but this is NOT the same. I miss this lady every single day, think about her often and pray for her daily. She is scared, nervous, hesitant because she doesn't want it to be how it was before. Which it won't because God is at the center and I am not the same man. She may be dating someone new, when I asked she said there's been nothing serious, but you can't trust ppls word. I don't know their heart, but I've prayed God removes any man or any obstacle preventing us from dating again. I truly love her, I am praying he gives her to me, brings her back to me.
There's been a lot. She's been dating. She has pretty much moved on. We had a nice convo July 3rd, talked for an hour but nothing since. We don't talk anymore, but I truly love her and am praying God makes a way because this is impossible without him. I tried, nothing I can do. I miss her, I want to talk to her, see her beautiful face but above all I want to share with her what God has done for me. I desire for her to see his love through me. She shall see the change and see what God does. I am asking him to allow me to be the man That leads her. To be a light in her life. I am asking God to bring her back and I know I will Glorify him in the relationship. In front of her, her fam, her friends and co workers. ALL for his glory. I ask that his mighty righteous right hand be all over the relationship, it will be Better than ever because I will keep him at the center and always go to him in prayer for guidance and obedience and I am not the same man. I miss her laugh, her smile, her voice, hearing about her workday and workouts. Her mind, her ideas. Grocery shopping with her, all of it! Her hair. I am attracted to her, she is literally the most beautiful woman to me. I've never said that about anyone I've dated or to anyone. I can't see a life and future without her being my wife, I've never said that or felt that way about anyone.
I desire for us to Serve God together. Praise and worship together, pray and read word together. Have a testimony come from this we can share with others! I miss dinner with her. Watching shows, laughing with her. I'm such a fool for being that man I became. I desire for us to be in Church together! I still desire to go to Disneyland with her, a Football game this year with her, movies I desire to see I won't go see without her. I truly desire to marry her, and I truly believe God is working behind the scenes and making a way. We don't talk, but I believe God is working on it, it's literally gonna take a miracle from him. I believe it's gonna happen, on his timing. He makes a way when there is no way!
I pray for her salvation. Her heart, her soul and spirit. Pray That God breaks the chains and strongholds the enemy has on her. I pray he touches her, reveals himself to her, and I pray that he removes the veil. I pray he surrounds her with Godly people, maybe a strong Woman of Faith she can relate to. I pray she doesn't reject him, I pray he uses me to Lead as a Man Of God. I pray she forgives me. I pray he heals her hurt and pain and gives her a lil spiritual nudge to reach out to me. I am sorry about this extremely Long message y'all, I believe God lead me here and had me see Skybathes Request. Skybathe(Michael) I am here for you brotha! If you see this, DON'T STOP PRAYING, DON'T STOP CALLING ON JESUS'S NAME, KEEP ON POUNDING ON HEAVENS DOOR, LET YOUR KNEES WEAR OUT THE FLOOR! DONT STOP BELIEVING, CUZ MOUNTAINS MOVE WITH JUST A LITTLE FAITH, AND OUR FATHER HAS HEARD EVER SINGLE WORD WE'RE SAYING!! Please pray for Michael and Victoria, and Ken and Crystal!! Love you all In Christ, God Bless you all and I pray God Answers All of Your Prayers! If it's in God's will for our lives, I believe it is, LET THY WILL BE DONE KING! I PRAY FOR ALL OF US IN THE MIGHTY, WONDERFUL, POWERFUL NAME OF JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD AND SAVIOR!! AMEN!!!
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