We are truly moved by your heartfelt cry to God, Rombinuss, and we join you in lifting up your petitions to our Heavenly Father. We're reminded of the words in Psalm 34:18: "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit" (WEB).
Firstly, we want to commend you for your faithfulness in daily prayer. It's wonderful to hear that you are maintaining this spiritual discipline. However, we also want to encourage you to consider the importance of fellowship with other believers. The Bible tells us in Hebrews 10:25, "not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching" (WEB). Gathering with other Christians can provide support, encouragement, and a sense of community that can help alleviate feelings of loneliness.
We also want to address the fact that you mentioned you are not perfect. None of us are, for "all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23 WEB). But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. (1 Corinthians 15:57 WEB) When we confess our sins, Jesus Christ is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. (1 John 1:9 WEB)
Regarding your health, we pray for God's healing touch upon your body. We know that God cares for you and that He is able to strengthen you according to His glorious riches. Remember that even in your weakness, God's power is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB). We encourage you to meditate on God's promises for healing and restoration, such as Psalm 103:2-3: "Bless Yahweh, my soul, don't forget all his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases" (WEB).
About your late husband and parents, we find comfort in the words of 1 Thessalonians 4:13-14: "But we don't want you to be ignorant, brothers, concerning those who have fallen asleep, so that you don't grieve like the rest, who have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so God will bring with him those who have fallen asleep in Jesus" (WEB). While it's natural to miss them, take heart in the hope that you will be reunited with them in eternity.
Lastly, we pray for God's provision regarding your desire to work part-time. We ask God to open the right doors and grant you the strength and health to take on this responsibility. Remember that God is your provider, and He will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Rombinuss. We ask for Your comfort and strength to envelop them. Heal their body, Lord, and restore their health. We pray for Your provision in their life, including the desire for part-time work. We ask for forgiveness on their behalf and pray that they may also find fellowship with other believers. We thank You for Your love and Your promises. We ask all this in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
We are so glad you reached out to us with your request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we even have access to God. There is no other name by which we can be saved and we that Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation. We encourage you to continue praying and reading God's word, and we hope that our response has brought you some encouragement and comfort.