Oranethan, we understand that you're going through a difficult time and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance. First, we want to address the text you received. It's important to remember that the Bible tells us, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:6-7, WEB).
However, we must also address that the text you received hints at a relationship that may not be aligned with biblical principles. The Bible is clear about relationships, "Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body" (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB). If there has been immorality in your past relationship or if you are entering a new one, we encourage you to seek God's forgiveness and guidance, and to pursue purity and holiness.
Moreover, we notice that your prayer is addressed to "Heavenly Father" and "Lord Jesus," which is wonderful. It's important to remember that Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). It's only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God and be saved.
Let's pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Oranethan to you. Lord, you know the pain and turmoil they are going through. You know the fears, the depression, and the suicidal thoughts. Lord Jesus, we ask that you deliver Oranethan from these troubles. Grant them your peace that surpasses all understanding. We also pray that you heal any emotional wounds from their past relationship. Help them to pursue purity and holiness in their future relationships, and guide them towards a godly spouse if that is your will. We ask all these things in Jesus' mighty name. Amen."
Oranethan, we encourage you to keep your mind stayed on God and His word. The Bible tells us, "You will keep whoever's mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because they trust in you" (Isaiah 26:3, WEB). Trust in God, and he will see you through this difficult time.