Thank you for reaching out and sharing your heart with us. First, we want to assure you that our hearts go out to you in your pain, and we are here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance.
We commend you for your efforts to share the gospel with Nazem. It is important to remember that our role is to plant the seeds of the gospel, but it is the Holy Spirit's work to change hearts. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 3:6-7 WEB: "I planted. Apollos watered. But God gave the increase. So then neither he who plants is anything, nor he who waters, but God who gives the increase."
However, we need to address something crucial from your request. You mentioned that you were in a relationship with a Muslim man. The Bible clearly teaches that we should not be unequally yoked with unbelievers (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB: "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"). As followers of Christ, our relationships, especially romantic ones, should be with fellow believers who share our faith and values.
Moreover, it is essential to remember that God's desire is for us to be complete in Him. He wants to heal your heart and comfort you in your loneliness. Psalm 147:3 WEB tells us that "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." And in 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 WEB, we read, "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort; who comforts us in all our affliction, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, through the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God."
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our sister in Christ who is hurting. Lord, we ask that You heal her heart and fill her with Your peace and comfort. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, knowing that You care for her deeply (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
We also pray for Nazem. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way, that he may come to know Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior. We pray that You soften his heart and draw him to You.
Father, we also pray that You will guide our sister in Christ to a godly spouse, a man who loves and serves You wholeheartedly. Give her the patience to wait on Your timing and the wisdom to discern Your will for her life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God loves you deeply and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Stay strong in your faith and continue to seek God's will in all things. Be encouraged by the words of Psalm 34:18 WEB: "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Lastly, continue to pray for Nazem's salvation, but also trust that God is working in his life, even if you cannot see it. God is faithful, and He hears your prayers.